A nice sad love story - Always Online

I saw this on a friend's blog:

Joy and Happiness

In conjunction to the previous post and the post on My LOVE: Who is my ACTUAL LOVE who I cannot explain the joy and happiness to be with, and cannot explain the joy and happiness to see him being the first and last person when I wakes up or goes to bed??

It has been proven to be so. =)

He is none other than ...............

HIM!

(Click on the above HIM!)
(hmm.... why is so many people interested in knowing who I love? lolx....)

Xin.sg: Andy Lau will not allow himself to die a lonely old man

I heard this news from colleagues just now and decided to take a look. Andy is still as dashing as ever even though he is turning 48 years old. Some guys are just becoming more charming as they ages and mature. Maybe that is also why I prefer older guys than younger ones as they are more mature in their thinking.

For more information on this news article, click here.

Nevertheless, I do agree with what was concluded in the article:

Andy: " I think romanticism is not about doing something, but being together with someone I love and waking up to see her everyday."

I got to agree with this. You cannot explain the joy and happiness to being with someone you LOVE and of course he/she being the first and last person you sees when you wakes up or goes to bed. =)

Happy 7th Month Anniversary my LOVE!!!

Happy Anniversary my LOVE !! Thanks for always be there for me.... although there are times where you had your mood swing but I still LOVE You!!

Who is my LOVE?? Make a guess??

Do stay tune for the picture on 30th Jan! =P

Okay.... my LOVE pic can be found here.

Please do not puke! lolx....

2nd Day of CNY

Basically 2nd day I was at home the whole day. This year CNY only visited 2nd's aunty house. My mood was rather down for the past few weeks. Damn irritating, frustrated, clueless.....


Anyway, in the evening, mom came to me and asked if I can accompany her to Loyang Dua Pek Gong. Since I'm too bored and moody, maybe a trip out will be good for me. When I reached there, it reminded me of the 4-faced buddhas when Alvin and me saw in Bangkok. I still remembered Alvin was saying that the buddhas are very accurate in granting the wishes of the worshippers but they have to pay back if their wishes are granted. If not, the buddhas will take back twice what was granted to them. Fear of losing what I was going to wish for if I couldn't go back and return the help, I decided not to go into the 4-face buddhas temple in Bangkok.

Anyway, I took some photos while I was at Loyang Dua Pek Gong:



I think I'm more interested in taking photos of the animals than the people:

The 12 zodiac signs:


The God of Wealth:


And I also helped my mum to take photo near some yuanbao:



3 copper coins that symbolizes excel in studies, good health and whatever you wish for will come true:


The BIG OX near the main road:


Another coin which symbolizes good luck for those in business and I managed to throw the coin through the centre and hit the bell for the first try! Too bad I am not a business woman.... lolx....


In any way, I wished for good health for my family and closed ones. May things be smooth sailing for all.

Date of Birth

I was reading some past emails and I saw this about my date of birth:

You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities, famous person...always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!

You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views. And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too...

Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children... You are pioneer, independent & original...

LOL..... It says I will take revenge over my enemies in a long time basis!!! Don't know true or not..... So u all better don't become my enemies!!! TRY IF YOU DARE!!! lolx.... And I also believe there are some people trying to bring me down..... but who cares.....

Anyway, it says my best match has date of birth falls on the 4th, 13th, 22nd or 31st of the month!!

3D Sex Movie?

I was shocked when I saw the following news in the Yahoo News:

HONG KONG (AFP) - - A Hong Kong filmmaker aims to lure audiences back to the cinema with what what he says is the world's first 3D erotic movie, according to a newspaper report.

Stephen Shiu Jnr., chairman of One Dollar Production, said he would use special effects to make the love scenes in his 30 million-Hong Kong dollar (four million US) "3D Sex and Zen" as realistic as possible.

The 3D erotica will probably be the world's first," he told the Sunday Morning Post.

"Just imagine that you'll be watching it as if you were sitting beside the bed."

The film is based loosely on the 17th century Chinese erotic classic "The Carnal Prayer Mat," a tale about how overindulgence in pleasure can lead to tragedy.

Shiu told the newspaper that about 25 to 30 percent of the movie would be love scenes, including many close-ups. He said the actresses would appear to be only a few centimentres (inches) from the viewers, who would have to wear special glasses to enjoy the 3D effects.

The producer said he was planning to use adult video actresses from Japan and Taiwan. But he admitted having difficulties in finding the male lead.

"We're having trouble finding a male lead who is willing to undress in front of the camera. It's a lot more difficult to find an actor than an actress for this kind of movie."

Shooting will begin in April and it is expected to be released in time for Christmas, the report said.

Hong Kong has seen the closure of many cinemas in recent years as traditional movie-goers switch to watching films on DVD at home.

Hmm..... I don't know how it would like to be watching a 3D Sex movie. Never watch a SEX MOVIE in cinema before. I cannot imagine seeing the actress appearing to be just few centimeters away. I think such movies maybe the guys will enjoy more than the ladies. lolx.....

What do you think? Would you go and watch in the cinema if it is going to be screened in Singapore?

大喜事(The Wedding Game)

Today, I went to watch 大喜事(The Wedding Game) with my colleagues. I had an extra ticket because another colleague cannot make it but cannot cancel as it was already book with my credit card. =(

Anyway, Christopher and Fann has always been my idols since my primay/secondary school time, especially when they acted in 新阿郎. And when I was googling using the theme song: 别让情两难, I saw the theme song that they always play at the start of the drama!

Anyway, my colleagues left first as I still had to see clients till 6pm. They went to had dinner@Aijisan and asked if I wanted to order anything. As usual, I like my food to be spicy, I asked them to help me order something spicy. I took a fast walk to Tampines Mall as I just missed the bus@ the bus stop. By the time I collected the tickets, my food was already on the table for some time and it had "grown". Don't know if the food is too spicy or whether the noodles has incorporated too much air after leaving for some time untouch, my stomach was little upset and went to the ladies. Luckily I managed to catch the movie on time as it was 10 minutes after the start of the commercials.

Anyway the trailer is:



If you didn't know, most of the time, other than enjoying myself and looking at the plot, I usually do quite alot of deep thinking during the movie and reflect on myself or people or society around me.

Anyway, some scenes that left me a great impact (either it was super funny, irritating, disgusting or intriguiting) and those in yellow are my comments:

WARNING!!!
BELOW CONTAINED CERTAIN PERCENTAGE OF SPOILERS. DO NOT CONTINUE IF YOU WANT TO WATCH IT FOR YOURSELF, ELSE CARRY ON.

Christopher to Fann when Fann forget to lock the toilet door when she was erm... shitting:

“ 没想到你人这样美， 大便却这么臭！”

WTH..... whose shit smells nice you tell me? lolx....

And there was a scene where Christopher hang up all the Fann's soft toys by the head and rip off the head of another Lion soft toy. She was so angry that she wrestled Christopher on the bed.

IF I AM FANN, I WILL RIP OFF THE GUY'S HEAD! lolx.....

There was a scene where Christopher's house was flooding as the water pipe burst, Fann Wong actually helped him off the tap and to squeeze dry the things that gotten wet. And before that happened, Fann actually "followed" Christopher when he went to buy food and send it to some elderly. This is when they realized that when people actually "let down" their "masks", they are comfortable just being themselves.

Chistopher mentioned:
"I like acting but when camera is not rolling, I don't like to act."

This is so true. How many a times are our lives or people around us putting up masks, either to protect ourselves from being hurt, to prevent others from knowing our weakness and/or strengths or even to get what we want? But when we let off this mask, it shows our sincerity and the true and real us. I believe not all of us are bad. Like in "Live well, love much laugh often", there is always a child in us. Just like when our favourite soccer team scored a goal, without thinking, we will shout "GOAL!" Like a child, we put on no mask, maybe that is why a child is always so innocence. But then again, nowadays kids also learnt to tell lies at a much younger age.


Fann's Dad to Christopher and Fann:

"Both of you promise me something. That is no matter what, never lie to each other. This will grant you happiness."

I guess the learning point here is to be truthful to each other in a relationship/marriage. The more you try to hide the truth, the more hurting it will be for the other party or when the other party finds out the truth themselves, even though you meant no ill intention to hide it. Being truthful also allows both parties to build trust with each other which is very important in the start or rather in the whole relationship.


Fann was saying something to the media:

“ 当我们骗你们的时候，你们都相信。可是当我们说真话的时候，你们却不相信！”

Well, I guess it got to do with trust. When people first trusted you that whatever you said was the truth and when they felt that you have betrayed that trust, they may/do not believe you when you said the truth. Hmm.... isn't that similar to the boy who cried wolf?


Christopher was thinking silently when Fann Wong was telling the audience that they had been lying to them and the wedding was going to be a hoax :

"Don't know if it was because I had said so many lies, it is so hard to tell the truth now."

He didn't dare to tell the audience that he has already fallen for Fann Wong. And that is the truth. Fann Wong left the press conference and Christopher did not know where she had gone to.

I guess it all comes to when a person started with a lie and afraid that this lie is being exposed, tells another lie and leading to lies after lies, which he/she has no intention of doing but is afraid that other/s will not believe him/her. Thus he/she is struggling whether to tell the truth or not. But is when he/she realised that he/she will lose him/her forever if he/she don't tell the truth.


It was only when Fann left, he felt that she is what completes him. He felt so lost and empty without her. He went to many places that they had been to but cannot find her... ...

Want to know more? Watch it yourself!

I'm totally in LOVE with this MV of the movie:





This is another movie that left tears in my eyes... ... not only left... even rolled down.....

Hmm.... I think it is worth 4/5 if you asked me. =)

Man U vs West Bromwich Albion

VS

5 - 0

These goals were scored by: Berbatov (22), Tevez (44), Vidic (60) and Ronaldo (65, 72).

The highlights of the match can be found here:

Horoscope for People who are born in the Year of Goat

Horoscope of Goat.

(Click to enlarge)

Gotten the information from a brochure when I accompanied my mom to Loyang Dua Pek Gong Temple.

The photo is taken from my HP. Will upload more photos and more horoscope when I have the time.

This horoscope reading is for those who are born in the Year of Goat. People that I know of are Alvin and Juat. Any more?

Happy NIU (牛） Year

Happy Niu Year to all!!!


Well, to be frank, this is just another day to me. Nothing special. And I wasn't in the mood for CNY too. Don't ask me why, I don't wish to share. And of course when new year comes, relatives will continue to ask without fail, questions like, "where is your boyfriend?", "got boyfriend not?" and "when you going to get marry?" Well.... as if I know how and what to answer. And I'm tired to answer them and not in the mood too.

This afternoon, I just went to my 2nd aunty's house and had lunch and stay and rot and watch TV. Fall asleep while watching 食神. Don't know how many times this movie has been repeated on the TV already. Just had some lunch at aunty's house. The usual - Steamboat. And I skipped dinner at her house as I'm still quite full because of the lunch and does not have appetite to eat.

Now, back at home. I'm so bored!!! Maybe I'll find some food to snack soon. Anyway, when I'm down, I'll either cook, eat, cry, sleep, listen to songs (and get myself more emo...), go for a RUN or I'll take photo!

This photos are taken from my laptop webcam

Some photos taken from my G900.

Anyway while watching some taiwan variety show at my aunty's place, there are few songs that they were singing. And I got emo... damned.... i hate this feeling!!! This time I really let my heart takes over my head.

。。。 再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱， 心会痛， 心也会感动。。。 。。。

These are the few songs by the way:

• 掌心
• 听海
• 担心
• 屋顶

掌心


听海



担心


屋顶

While keeping some angpaos into my drawers, I saw this:

$162 that I've never use to spend on other things.
An amount that I kept since May 2008....

Health Screening Report

I just gotten back my health screening report.... ....

Will update on it after the CNY......

May you die in peace

Saw a dead cat outside/near my work place. The body looks stiffened. The way it died simply just reminded of how my girl girl died few months back. It even died with it's eyes opened. My colleague went to take a newspaper wanting to cover the cat, apparently got a shocked by another colleague who went "meow" when she tried to cover it. In the end, I folded the newspaper into 1/2 and covered it... ...

After lunch, some of my colleagues went to help to dispose off the body.

May it die in peace!

Man U vs West Bromwich Albion

VS

The next match will be on the 28th January, 3.45am.

Love and Cultural Difference

I'm glad I live in the culture or society where I have a choice to choose who I wanna date, love or who I wanna marry unlike those in the Indian Culture.

In their society, they have to sort of go through some match-making and might only seen their partner for like 1-2 times, some even only saw the photos and they are married for life.

Thus, I still glad that I am blessed to be able to be in this society to love and eventually get married in my freewill. =)

This afternoon, I saw a colleague's wedding photos and on one of the pages, it has written:

"It is not difficult to understand the fact of life but for fact of love, it is different."

How apt.

Relationships

A colleague@work was just sharing about "the one" with us.

She said:

"God didn't give us "the one". He gives us "the wisdom" to choose who to be "the one". How can GOD give you the 1 from out of don't know how many billion of people? And what if your "the one" is already someone else wife/husband? That means that someone else husband/wife maybe be married to other people's "the one" (if you get what I mean?). Thus, it is for us to choose our own "the one" instead of saying "God has the one for me". "

In the same conversation, it leads to me realising that I and another colleague have the attraction to the same type of guys:

"Someone who is cool, witty, knowledgeable and charming(I don't mean handsome here but rather some x-factor or charisma). Abit of those bad boys type of character. When they are warm, they can be very warm-hearted. But when they are cold. they can be very cold. Sometimes when they are trying to understand something or working on something, they tends to internalize them and get withdrawn (which may not be related to us, maybe because of work, studies,etc) and they do not want to communicate/explain it out. He wants to find out the solutions and answer on his own and does not want help from others. But when they want to say, they will tell you what is wrong, even without you asking. And this type of guys can be alittle "emotional unstable"... as if they have mood swing or PMS.... These guys tends to think deep and is often quite faithful when they really love someone."

Haha.... both of us just laughed at it when we were describing this type of guy. And as we were taking turns to describe this type of guys... I was like.... " totally agree with you!" and she agrees too. As both of us are communicators, we were puzzled why we like this type of guys. We were saying we were alright if sometimes or once in a while the guy is into his withdrawn world and does not want to tell us what is happening as we respect that he has his own personal space. But on the other hand, when we care and love someone, at the end of the day (please do not take it literally) we would want to know what is going on, even when it is not related to us or whether we can help or not. Thus, sometimes it can drive us crazy when we don't know what is wrong. It is not something subjective but rather something objective. We just want to know what has happened.


But nevertheless, it makes me ponder on what I really want. =)

*Edited*
Of course I still want the one who had swept me off my feet without me realizing it, with his words and actions and the same one who I sat my first 360 degrees roller coaster rides with... ...

... though sometimes u can be little bad-tempered, driving people crazy, "bo chap" and "attitude".... But there is still the other side of you that others may not have seen!

You are WHO you ARE!

=)

I LOVE MY HAIR... ...

... ... so do my colleagues!!!

Lolx.... I'm glad I've made the changes. Everyone, my colleagues and even caregivers of my clients(kids) said I look good in my new hair!!!! =D And when I went to work on Monday, my colleagues were like taking turns to touch my hair!!! lolx....

My mom said so too the day after I rebonded and highlighted my hair:

"buay pai kuai leh...."

And I "attitude" by saying:

"wa bo gong pai kuai ah."

lolx....

Asher's baby shower + reflection

I went to wL's son baby shower at Bukit Panjang last Sunday. Reminded me of Journey to the West when I went to St. Luke's for attachment when I was a student.

Anyway, Asher is so cute and BIG. =X (cannot say in front of the child... shhss...)

Some pictures taken on Sunday:

Asher sleeping so soundly

Another photo of him

不知量力的小妹妹。。。 哈哈

让我抱啦

不要了， 还给你

你们看够了吗？ 小弟我想睡觉了啦！

别这样啦。。。 让我抱多一下下就够了！

My backview by aZ
(I begin to like my backview! lolx)

Asher

Two guys who REFUSED to stand up or take photo
(WHADEVA?!?!)

Finally a picture is taken....
(but with the guys sitting and me standing??)

aZ... please only take my right side

Me!!

With the night view

The gang that still survives since 2001?

Some photoshop-ped that I did:

I like this picture a lot.
It just reflected the thoughts and emotions that I am feeling.

守义, 好想你。。。 。。。

Anyway, thanks aZ for taking this picture!

Anyway, I'm not Ms VAIN lor.... I just like to capture my beautiful (xL's dictionary) moment with friends and loved ones and of course myself. Before it is too late.... AND If I don't even LOVE myself, how can I expect to LOVE others? =)

Anyway, heard this in 心花朵朵开2 this evening:

“不要迟疑任何的爱。只要相信别人对你的爱是真诚的，你才会得到真正的幸福。”

No pants in the train???

I saw this in eMz's blog that I chance upon. This video is quite interesting. I think this will NEVER happen in Singapore.... lolx.... imagine those wearing "grandmother" type..... lolx....

And I guess GUYS benefit the most here, with nothing to lose....

Another change... ...

Well, after contemplating for a few months, I decided to carry on:

TO REBOND AND HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR

This treat cost me a bomb and probably I have to slog my way for the year 2009 and maybe hoping for more bonus to come. lolx.... But I am happy with it, so other things do not matter. I should pamper myself for all the hardwork that I've done for the past 1 year(although I've done so by giving myself a Bangkok trip in December).

I am LOVING myself and going to PAMPER myself. No point being NICE to others when they don't even appreciate it. I am just going to appreciate myself for all that I've done for people who I've cared! And of course.... Thanks to those who appreciates me! =D

Shall post up my new look soon....

These are some photos that I've taken when I was using the 2nd Storey Ladies@Century Square.....

Behind the door in one of the cubicle

On the side of the cubicle

Me in the toilet after rebonding and highlighted my hair
(colors still not that obvious yet)

A Close-up one

I shall post up more photos tonight. Anyway I confirmed I've lost weight. Cause the above Purple Roxy shirt that I've bought from BKK used to be quite tight fitting. Now it is just nice.

City Alive 2009

Anyone interest in the above event?

The ticket cost is as follows:

• $15 (PAssion card holders)
• $20 (others)
• $28 (at door sale)

But if you and your friends are coming, I might be able to get a bulk sale of tickets for you all at a discounted price. Please leave a comment here and I'll get back to you ASAP.

On the other hand, if you want to attend but don't want to pay, you might want to consider volunteering for this event as crowd control, logistic/operation or program side. But the deadline of submission is TML!!! lolx.... but do leave a comment if you are interested in volunteering.

Thanks!

I might be there volunteering.... lolx..... see-ya.....

Man U vs Bolton Wanderers

VS

1 - 0

I was watching the match till like 20 minutes into 2nd half and I got connection provblem... wth....

But anyway, Berbatov scored a goal at the 89th minute!!!


Coolz man him... he has been scoring quite a few goals recently...... began to like him other than the Asian Park Ji-Sung.

And the win in this match has put Man-U 1st in the league table!!!! =D

Weird People

Some people get confused and frustrated when he/she don't understand what and why certain people do certain things and wants to find out why BUT yet they do not want others to understand why they do certain things.

To some, others don't understand him/her is their problem, not his/hers.

Maybe, some things are better left unsaid or explain.

Weird People are weird people... ... just let them be... ... when they have organised their thoughts, they will come out of the cave/shell..... if not.... just let them be CAVEMAN or TURTLE....

至少还有你

如果全世界我也可以放棄,
至少還有你值得我 去珍惜。。。 。。。

也許全世界我也可以忘記,
就是不願意 失去你的消息。。。 。。。

世界变了吗？

在Elaine 的MSN　Ｐｅｒｓｏｎａｌ　Ｍｅｓｓａｇｅ　看到以下的句子：

“不在乎的人，　请不要故作在乎。”

可是有时，　

“在乎的人，　却装着一点都不在乎。”


请问世界变了吗？

难道这就是人心的虚伪？

What's my word?

Your Word is "Hope"

You see life as an opportunity for learning, growth, and bringing out the best in others. No matter how bad things get, you always have at least a glimmer of optimism. You are accepting and forgiving. You encourage those who have wronged you to turn over a new leaf. And while there is a lot of ugliness in the world, you believe that almost no one is beyond redemption.

What's Your Word?