God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. And ME to share all the pain, laughter, tears, sorrow,happiness, sun and rain with you! Let us endure all the 暴风雨 and 彩虹 together!

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

pissed off....

I'm currently quite pissed of...
how can someone just passed me a proposal and din tell me that there are changes made to the proposal??
It made me feel like I'm not doing anything!!!!
She din even include the things that she ask me to do.. then why ask me to do in the first place?!?!?!?!?!
ARGH.....

Muscles ache on the other side of my neck!!

Argh... after using my the other unaffected side of my neck for so long, now the unaffected side is becoming tight as well.... argh.... issit stress that causes it??
argh....
i need REST!!!!

Friday, January 21, 2005

Contraction of muscles at the neck

Just went to see the doctor just now....
My neck at the right side hurts so much that I can't even turn to the right....
The doc said it is muscle contraction due to bad sleeping posture....
I hope so and not my muscle hindering the verterba...

Practically the whole day I did nouthing.... cos there was limted ROM that I can do with my neck....

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Readers of my blog

Hi all readers of my blog..... hope that you all can kindly leave a message or a trace in my blog to let me know who have been reading my blog?? keke...
Good nite!

Remembered something....

Mmm... sometimes I really wonder..... do people actually think before they say or do they know that whatever things that they say or done can actually affect a person for life?

e.g: Super Sunday always feature the stars looking for their friend, neighbours,teachers etc for the things that they had helped the stars when they were younger. On the other hand, the friends, neibhbours or teachers being found may not feel that the gestures that they did in the past are great... But to the Stars.... these gestures actually stay with them for years... and maybe life..... this is what an action of a person can actually cause a great impact on another.... and you will never know that the person who you helped may actually be someone who really needs help for survival... and who knows? the person that you helped may be someone great in the future... they may not for who they are now if not for you..... so guys.... please help others whenever you can.... it brings joy to yourselves and others..... who knows, you may oso be the next person to be found by someone great in the future...

Another story is, remembering this incident that happened in sch..... I've helped to pay for the some notes for OTTP i think.... thou it is only small amt of like $1, I actually asked from zubaidah..... and someone from OT2 who I dun wan to mention who actually comment sth like, huh? $1 only also want to take? or sth like that.... is like... you know the feeling... to others... $1 may be nothing... but at the point of time where you have less than $20 to spent in 1/2 month, it is something.... $1 is esp impt to those who dun even have food to eat ( not me la.. AT least I'm better... can still cook food for myself.) Imagine that you actually think that $1 is not impt everytime.... can you all think of a time when you really tight with cash and hope that there are even $1 droppping down from the sky?? After my expedition, i actually feels that money is a very impt issue... managing all dollars and cents.... I used to spend all my moneyin the past .. but now... I'm trying to save... hard with the limited money as I've to pay for my concession now which was paid by my mother when I'm still in JC.... But I'll try....

Clinicals starts tommorrow.....

Clinical will start tomorrow.... I'm both excited but fear....
Fear of?
I'm afraid that I may not meet up the expectations of my supervisor and of course myself.....
In less than 12 hours time... I will be in NUH....

BTW, I just received a letter from NUH... issn't that kind of late?? But not too late thou....

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Few Quizzes that i've took

What kind of girl am I?


innocent

You're the innocent girl next door. You are
friendly, cheerful, kind, and happy. You like
to spread your happiness around making people
feel warm and joyous. To do this you like to
bake cookie and muffins while giving kind
compliments. Plus you actually give apples to
your teachers. You're pure and innocent and
most likely haven't broken many rules. Everyone
loves you. How can they not?

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Who am I inside?


water ballerina


You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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What type of Romance should you have?


harry and ginny cos


A Harry and Ginny romance. You have a typical fairy
tale romance. You want a partner that will do
anything to protect you and to make sure you
are happy. In return you will do the same. You
would give up your life for this person if you
had to. This person is kind, gentle, careing,
and always thinks of you first. This a perfect
romance that doesn't come around often but it
is one of the best.


What type of romance should you have? (results based on couples from my quizzes)
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What part of life do you represent?

dreamer


you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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Lost all my settings!!!

argh..... shucks.... i dunno why my blog seems to lost all my settings!!!!!
I lost all my random quotes!! my friends' blog..... argh.... got to redo again!!!
damn unlucky...

What movie do you belong to??

Just did a quiz -> Which movie do I belong to?

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Power Rangers Movie!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Meeting up with JC Classmates

Oh.... I can't believe that I had just met up with my JC classmates.... just a pity that Mabel and Sabrina cannot be there.....

We went to Marina for BBQ Steamboat.... my OT classmate went last week... sorry that I can't join them the other day... cos I was really broke.... mmmm.... glad that all of them are fine...

Hey guys.... keep a look out for my mails ok?? I'll be organizing a trip to Mr Goh's Hse for CNY... as usual right?? Let this MADAM AKA CLASSMAID AKA DOGGIE do the job!!

Take Care.... anyway thanks GUIRONG for doing such a nice gathering today... managed to get 10 people/ 24 people from our class!!! cheers!!!

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Emode: How can you simplify your life?

Just did an emode test on how I can simplify my life.....

you can simplify your life by cutting back on errands

You're good at taking charge, getting things done, and looking great in the process. But, while you like being the boss of an active life, sometimes you might feel like you spend more time in your car than you do at home.Wouldn't it be great if you could have a personal assistant to see to your to-do list while you multitasked on the more important things? You know that a star like you is completely capable of running the show yourself, but you may shine a bit brighter if you learn to delegate — even if that just means that the Chinese restaurant down the street cooks your dinner tonight instead of you. Now that's using your noodle!

well.... I guess this is quite true.... ya... maybe should get all the module reps out.... have been hearing michelle calling my names... maybe other people's name sounds nicer the next time?
=>

Take your test at www.emode.com

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

thoughts

Saw this quote in my blog just now and it reminded me of someone:
The key to successful leadership is influence not authority.

Maybe I should dedicate this quote to Hilter <- an acquaintance

I feel very irritated to see people abusing their powers and ranks...
I stronly believe that authority will only be applicable to AUTOCRATIC Leadership... that's why we call him HILTER!

The worst thing of all.... he gave all of us a damn bad impression of him..... GONE CASE.....
And from all the things that he did -> POWER HUNGER

Heard from someone who had went to the same CCA before, said this :
No one would go back to ******* as ***** after he had complete his NS.
<- this means that he will be receiving lower rank..... so? is this the so call passion?? if you dun have the PASSION, you jolly well dun come to my CCA to disturb my people.....

Guide? what can you guide?? my CCA and yours is totally a different organisation and we worked differently.....
Yours? Rank is authority.... respect is demanded.....
ours? Respect is earned!
THEREFORE, you jolly well don't come to my CCA and DEMAND RESPECT! IF NOT, OUT YOU GO!
You may have the rank? so? DO YOU THINK I CARE??
NO ONE WILL SUPPORT YOU..... MAYBE ALPHA CHARLIE?? But does it really matter??

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Twisted the medial side of my left foot...

Yesterday I twisted the medial side of my left foot....
I was at my CC yesterday...
helping out at some bursery n scholarship stuff...
they were also helping out to raise fund for the tsunami victims...
so I helped out in that area....

I was walking down the stairs...
then my hP beeped...
the next moment i realised that I had twisted my leg!!
I missed out a step... haiz..
that is how i twisted my leg...
sob sob...

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Learnt about communication

Today, my behaviour science 1C module consist of the topic on communication....
I thought that I've know quite alot on it but I've learnt something new....
Well, I always attend courses and stuff on communication and it is also repeated over and over again....
that is why actually I am not really excited about this module at first.... but after the lecturer gave a lecture on it.... wow.... i found that I've learnt some new things..... and I actually reflected back to my OEP trip.... mmm... I'll write more abt it end of this week....


沟通能拉进彼此的距离,也能疏远彼此的关系。而不说话也是一种沟通。。。你会选择那一个呢?

Monday, January 03, 2005

Bills and more bills....

Well.... now back in Singapore.... I'm back to a poor fellow again....
Now I got lots of bills to clear... could you believe that After sicne I came back from China I've receive 2 laywer letters?? 1 from M1 and 1 from Singnet i think...
and i got my starhub bill to clear... and the damn IDOITIC customer officicer actually called and threat to terminate my line and ask me to pay $400 early termination fee if I did not clear my Dec bill.... it was after I've made a complaint!! If i had the $$... I would rather terminate the line and get M1!!
Next was my school fees.... I just realised that my mom CPF was not enuff.... i had another amount of $600+ to pay.... argh.... why am I not as rich as others.... haiz....
but well... if I'm as rich as others.... I may not be who I am anymore? Maybe because of this I'm more mature than any other people? haha... and have learnt things that the rich could never have learnt??
Life still goes on.....
Tomorrow is a new day...
and I'll find my own way....

Yesterday(1 jan) was a Great but Tiring day!

Yesterday was a great day!! At least there is something that I can contribute to the Tsunamis Victims....

Firstly was the packing of the essentials at NPCC HQ. There were piles of clothes, blankets, shoes, etc.....
We had to make boxes, sorting of the clothes, counting, packing.....
But with the NPCC spirit, all the CIs and HOs finished even before lunch time which was a surprised to all of us!!! And it was way before the schedule time i.e 6pm!!
What surprised me was that my area turns out to be the area with the most number of helpers for that day!! *wink wink*

My area is also closer now... finally.... maybe all thanks to HILTER.. haha.....

Saw him at HQ yesterday... but din really tok to him... only talk for a while.... cos I'm rushing to the toilet.. keke... what to do?? my love style is shy ma.... keke..

mmmm... then in the afternoon, went to the Singapore Red Cross Society to help out. Actually din really want to go one.. not because I do not want to but because I'm very tired as I din slpt the whole night as I'm with my area at Changi Airport yesterday..... and oso he was still at HQ.... tot maybe can talk to him... haha...
But well... I still went.... ;-)
Nevertheless, at least I'm able to contribute more thou I'm not able to contribute in terms of money.....
Tell you what was my role....
my role was to stand at Little India(opposite Tekka Centre) and wave my hands at the cars and asking them to donate.... you will be surprised that people actually donate $50, $100 at one go.... it let me realise that 新坡还是有温情的.....