Old FB message

I was just taking random look into my past FB messages and I came across this quote:

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over. We just have to trust and hope for the best."

I was browsing through some past messages and everything is coming back again.

And of course this 3 posters that I've done up and sent to you last year when you were away (while I went to the Zoo and took photos of the penguins):

"You never know what is their real intention and thinking. We just have to trust and hope for the best."

1 Year Anniversary ---- in memories of girl girl

It has been a year since you left me.

I haven't found someone new to replace you. I still miss you.

Hope you had gone to a better place.

Sorry for not being a good owner to you.

Thanks to those who has been there for me last year during this point of time. You know who you are.

Gotta be somebody... ...

This time
I wonder what it fells like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just tough enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing
I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting
It’ll play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my breath
Right up to the end
Until I move my way
I’ll find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
Everyone wants to know they’re not alone
Somebody else that feels the same someway
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight
Out on the street
Out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It’s just like déjàvu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my breath
Could this be the end?
Isn’t that movie where
I find the one that I spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
Everyone wants to know they’re not alone
Somebody else that feels the same someway
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

... ... for me out there

Remember me - Josh Groban

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory
Remember me

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
Just remember me

I am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,
It is the last light, to fade into the rising sun

I'm with you
Whenever you tell, my story
For I am all I've done

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me, in your memory
Remember me


I am that one voice in the cold wind, that whispers
And if you listen, you'll hear me call across the sky

As long as I still can reach out, and touch you
Then I will never die

Remember, I'll never leave you
If you will only
Remember me

(Remember me...)

Remember, I will still be here
As long as you hold me
In your memory

Remember, when your dreams have ended
Time can be transcended
I live forever
Remember me

Remember me
Remember... me...

Thanks for sharing this 2 songs with me last year. You know who you are.

Gotta be somebody........ remember me.

Lose of memory for 10-15 seconds

Life can be scary losing your memories. For some 10-15 seconds last week, I was starring at my client and wanted to call out to him but no names seemed to come out from my mouth. I know I know his name. I just called him like just 1 minutes ago.

I was like 3m away, wanted to call him but I couldn't. I walked to him..... and tried to get his name out. It was only after that 10-15 seconds, that his name - xxxxx, came out of my mouth.

I heaved a sign of relief. Maybe there is some "disconnection" of my neurons in my brain or they decided to "play truant" for few seconds. But the thought of not remembering people when deep down you know you know them can be very scary. Signs of aging I guess.

For a moment, I felt how a dementia person felt. If the little boy could speak, most probably he would come and tell me, "I am xxxxx."

1 year... ...

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.

"You never know what is their real intention and thinking. We just have to trust and hope for the best. "

And we first met exactly 1 year ago, on 20th April 2008.....

it's scary how "good" memory gals have right? But I guess, it is because gals chose to remember these dates and details.... and maybe guys don't? or choose not to?

haha.... that's why we always hear stories of wives complaining that their husbands never remember their birthdays, anniversaries, etc. I guess maybe that is GUYS! lolx....