Coffee

Thank you for making this coffee for me! Appreciates it lots! Did you go downstairs and buy the milk? =)

And like your cats too!

Too bad I wasn't fast in capturing the other one with a very cute pose, and you said even when she sleeps, she is in that pose!

It was a great day!

Solvil et Titus

I finally gotten myself a watch after months of consideration. I shall keep the old one in my drawer. I still remembered Vorhees aka TsarBomba accompanied me to buy the watch in town 4 years ago!

My previous watch:

And I am going to proudly present to you my new watch:

$598 after 10% discount

 

 

I love it on my wrist!!! And it is PINK!!!!!

I'm totally in love with it!

 

”不在乎天长地久， 只在乎曾经拥有”

Time flies. This marks 4 years knowing you, and 5 years being an OT.

4 years ago

While posting the last entry, I realize the date today is 20th April 2012.

Exactly 4 years ago, we met. At Cafe Cartel. Raffle City Shopping Centre. White shirt and light blue jeans. U were meeting a friend to collect some CDs at Aljunied. And me? I was shopping for toys for my nephew.

So fast. Time flies.

Edited: The sweet little things that you do, will always be remembered. Things that you make my heart flutter. 

Draw something.

I have stopped playing Draw Something for a few weeks already. Simply because the words have start to repeat themselves and there is no more excitement playing them, getting bored of it.

But yesterday suddenly thought of just trying to see Mr Vorhees plays with it or not. Wanted to add him long ago but thought that he might not play since he doesn't have an iPhone. But I forgotten that he has a "modified iPhone" or rather an iPod.

Below are some of the picture that I drew weeks ago. Can you all guess what are these picture that I drew?

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You may leave your answer here at the comment.

Have fun guessing.

P.S: I wonder if the guy's Issey Miyaki's perfume smell nice to you.

Coffee and biscuit

 Coffee to start my day at work

This sail/ boat on the chocolate biscuits sure reminds me of you.

Waffle and nothing else

This morning and afternoon, I just had the above waffle and coffee as my brunch(breakfast and lunch). Normal as I may seem, but seriously I'm lost inside, with the matters of the heart. Perhaps suffering from some internal bleeding too.

Hoping these sweet stuff will sweeten my day for a moment.

Food aside, perhaps sometimes keeping busy may be the best option, to prevent myself thinking too much.

”我还能怎么做 怎么做都是错”

P.S: I think he is back. Happens to see 2 of his characters online. But still "ignoring mode"- Day 32. Hopefully he takes some photos like his last trip and hope that he can share them too. Sometimes he can take really nice shoots. I love all his sunsets/rises photos that he showed me before, including the header of the blog. Love it to the max.

Bourbon and Cola

This has been lying in my fridge since CNY.

Wanted to share this with Vorhees for his birthday, just like last year. But it didn't happen this year.

So I am here drinking this and youtubing songs, facebook-ing, and logging into his DGN's characters for the Easter Event. At the same time, missing and thinking of him, across the oceans. (i.e if he is away for work)

When are you coming back or are you already on the plane back to this little red dot as I am typing this?

P.S: It has been 30 days and counting...... since we last chatted.

Office Calendar

22th March. 

A day that I'll never forget even if there's no Facebook to remind me.

4 years and going

The time past too fast for me to realize that we have known each other for at least 4 years.

当年的这个时候，你还在印度航海呢。

So many things had happened over these 4 years, both good and bad.

可是我从来都未曾后悔过。

It is still a blessing and happiness to have know you.

虽然今天对你来说可能和平日没什么两样。

But I want to praise the lord and thank buddha for bringing you to this world and your parents for giving birth to you on this special day.

 对我而言，你永远是那么特别的。

Apologies for the days when I turn to a deaf ear

让你生气了。

I will try to learn.... to let you be... and respect your decisions and not choose to do what I assume is good or right

我再也不会对你固执与倔强了。

I will also try to be less persistent in certain things too if that makes you happy.

生日快乐！

May you be blessed with many good returns, luck, success and happiness in everything in the years to come.

Accident

My dad met with a road accident last Tuesday. Thank god he only suffered minor injuries. No external bleeding or require any operation.

Thank God that I picked up that unfamiliar number on my phone. I usually don't. But somehow I did. I was shocked when I heard that the call was made from NUH. But I remained very calm. VERY. Even I can't believe myself.

I was contemplating whether to call my mother yet or to wait till everything has been settled. In the end, I did. And I asked her to go home first and I will meet her at home and go to NUH together.

Dad was at the A&E and I managed to speak to the emergency doctor who attended to my dad. He said my dad had 2 ribs fracture, some air spaces in his lungs and abit of abrasion, and alittle concussion as he cannot remembered what happened. He was later warded for a day for observation and discharged the following day.

For this incident, other than my colleagues who were present when I received the call, the only person who knew about this was Mr Vorhees.

Somehow it felt comforting to share with him my anxiety. He is also the first person who comes to my mind after my family members.

From this accident, I somehow felt how fragile a life is and we should appreciate people that we love before we lose them. Tell them and appreciate them before it is too late.

Because of this sudden rush of feelings and thoughts, I again tumble down the blocks that I am building up and maintaining well the last 2 weeks. Again, I had made Mr Vorhees disappointed and annoyed with my actions of "deafness" and insisted my way even he said 'no' already.  I am seriously sorry for my inconsideration. You know I don't mean not to listen to you. Just that my heart took over my head(including my ears).

Sigh. I am seriously hopeless in this area of life.

P.S: Mr Vorhees, if you are reading this, I'm regretting it and this I promise will be the LAST time.

It's the little things

...... that makes my day.

Thanks for making my day Mr Vorhees. 

Had a nice conversation with you over SMSes!

And I've learnt something new too:

Dog does eat Mee Goreng too! *wink*

And you've just saved a dog from starving.

You always have a heart for the animals!

 And God will bless and reward you for that!

The Dream That I Don't Wish To Wake Up From

The hand-holding and the arm across the back walking together, talking endlessly in another country. And a roller coaster ride.

And how you said I could wear your shirts if I have forgotten mine.

A dream that I wish that I never wakes up from.

Even though I think it was just about half an hour dream.It feels just so real. That physical touch of your hand onto my hand and the hugs.

But when I woke up at 11.15am to the real world, things just aren't the same.

P.S: But I guess and I hope it is getting better. Getting better to know you.

No friends

I had a conversation with a 5 year old boy today. He said he has no friends and no one wants to be his friends. I see that this impacted him alot especially on his self-esteem. At the same time, his maturity is so much more than his peers. It is really too young for him to be able articulate that but he talks like a primary 2 and 3 child. But in all that conversation, I somehow felt that he is actually a very caring and affectionate boy.


Anyway, this 5 year old boy led me kept thinking and reminded me once again, real and true friends don't come easy.

This may thus sound cliche, but I am very appreciative of you guys in my life:

•  Alvin
• aZ
•  hC
• sZ
• wC
• zJ
• Murni
• Hui Hui
• Weiting
• Juat
• Sunita

Thanks for all the joy and happiness you have given me.  With additional bits and pieces (some more than others) of arguments, teasing and unhappiness, but I guess these are trying to make our friendships stronger.

Let's try our best to maintain our friendships and nurture it with all our TLC and bring it to greater heights!

Thanks and good night.

P.S: It was a tiring day to travel from tampines to jurong to tampines to ang mo kio and back to tampines.

Thanks Tsar

Thank you for your
+ 20  Zauharant Staff

  and 

Fire Guardian weapon!
 Appreciates it alot!
 Looking forward to more games with you!!

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day to you Mr Vorhees!