This morning and afternoon, I just had the above waffle and coffee as my brunch(breakfast and lunch). Normal as I may seem, but seriously I'm lost inside, with the matters of the heart. Perhaps suffering from some internal bleeding too.
Hoping these sweet stuff will sweeten my day for a moment.
Food aside, perhaps sometimes keeping busy may be the best option, to prevent myself thinking too much.
”我还能怎么做 怎么做都是错”
P.S: I think he is back. Happens to see 2 of his characters online. But still "ignoring mode"- Day 32. Hopefully he takes some photos like his last trip and hope that he can share them too. Sometimes he can take really nice shoots. I love all his sunsets/rises photos that he showed me before, including the header of the blog. Love it to the max.
I was staying over at Juat's place last night with Sunita. This morning on AXN Channel, we were watching The Voice 2.
In the show, there were these 2 people and they sang Bleeding Love. This song somehow reminded me of you, the one who introduced the song to me 4 years back.
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I heard the following song on Channel 8's 黄金年华. Felt a little emo over it. Because the song seems to be singing what I am feeling now. I can relate to it totally.
A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What’s weird about it
Is we’re right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I’m proud to say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you
Ain’t falling a part, or bitter
Let’s be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you’re all alone
We’ll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
‘Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don’t feel right
You’re not losing me by letting me know
Go ahead and say goodbye (say goodbye)
I’ll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I’ll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I’ll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just wanna share this song with everyone. This is a nice song, particular nice tempo and nice voice. The lyrics is quite depressing and emotional though. =(
A song shared by Alvin on the 17th November 2009.
You can take away all my love
What do I need it for
You can take away all these words
There's no meaning anymore
You can take away everything
Leave me lying on the floor
All those sorry's we can't go back to the start
You can't fix me, I'm torn apart
I wanna run away from love
This time I have had enough
Every time i feel your touch, I'm broken
Shattered all my pieces of part
Never thought I'd fall so hard
Putting back together my heart, It's broken
You can take these photographs
Watch them fade away, oh
You can throw away all these letters
I don't care about what they say
All those sorry's, there's a million reasons why
You can't mend me, don't even try
I wanna run away from love
This time I have had enough
Every time I feel your touch, I'm broken
Shattered all the pieces of part
Never thought I'd fall so hard
Putting back together my heart, I'm broken
I know it's gonna take some time
To finally realize
I got nothing let inside
Nothing to hide
I'm broken, I'm broken
My heart is oh, oh, oh
I'm broken, I'm broken
There's nothing left inside
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Save me
I wanna run away from love
This time I've had enough
Every time i feel your touch, I'm broken
Shattered all the pieces of part
Never thought I'd fall so hard
Putting back together my heart, I'm broken
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, I'm broken
Oh, Oh Oh, Oh, Save me
Oh, Save, Me
I'm broken
I saw someone's blog asking about a song with the lyrics "you and me...... me and you" ...
Then thought of google-ing it and found this song. Not sure if that is what that blogger wanted... but I love this song nevertheless!
Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together
I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba
Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together
Happy together
So happy together
So happy together (ba-ba-ba-ba ba-ba-ba-ba)
Dont know what to say now Dont know where to start I dont know how to handle A complicated heart You tell me you are leaving But I just have to say Before you throw it all away Chorus: Even if you want to go alone I will be waiting when youre coming home If you need someone to ease the pain You can lean on me, my love will still remain Dont know what youre thinking To me it seems quite tough To hold a conversation When words are not enough So this is your decision And theres nothing I can do I can only say to you Chorus: Even if you want to go alone I will be waiting when youre coming home If you need someone to ease the pain You can lean on me, my love will still remain
Take me to your heart
(English version of 吻别 by 张学友)
Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
(Chorus) Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is - haven't got a clue Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever We're only here today Love is now or never Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand and hold me Show me what love is - be my guiding star It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky I should go and see some friends But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing (Chorus)
Blue Night
Lately you have been asking me if all my words are true Don't you know I'll do anything for you
Sometimes I haven't been good to you Sometimes I've made you cry And I am sorry for everything
but I promise you girl I promise you this
[Chorus:] When the blue night is over my face on the dark side of the world in space When I'm all alone with the stars above you are the one I love
So there's no need to worry girl My heart is sealed for you And no one's gonna take it away
cos' I promise you girl I promise you this
[Chorus:] When the blue night is over my face on the dark side of the world in space When I'm all alone with the stars above you are the one I love
Your voice is calling to me in my dreams My love is stronger than it's ever been
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home. If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home. If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home. When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home, Boy, my love will get you home.
Hot temper with the shortest fuse You're such a mess with an attitude You working hard but you're paying more You never talk cause you don't have to You got a job but you hate the man Who takes it all like Uncle Sam
I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you
Out of gas so you walk for miles To pick me up in your worn out shoes You never said or never take too much You count on me just like I count on you Kiss me like when I first saw you Figured out couldn't be without you
You you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you
No one else will do I want No one makes me smile I want No one gets me how I want No one else is you you you
I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you
You're so hot tempered with the shortest fuse You're such a mess with an attitude
You you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want I want I want I want
No one else will do I want No one makes me smile I want No one gets me how I want No one else is you you you
I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you I want you you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you I I want you
You and me walking together Screwing up for worse or for better
You you you you you you you I I I I I I I want you
Wondergirls' Nobody in different version. I LOVE the English version. The H1N1 one is funny.
The original version(with translation)
The English Version
You know i still LOVE you baby, And it will never change
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Why are you trying to push me away? you know that I hate it, you ignore what im saying Why are you trying to send me to other? You push me away like a little each day why?
Saying that this is for my own good Saying that you are just not worth it Please, stop it right now coz' you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
All the pushing won't change my feelings I am happy to have you, more than willing to please you i'm begging you please don't walk away from me Coz' i can't be happy away from your side
Saying that this is for my own good Saying that you are just not worth it Please, stop it right now coz' you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I don't want nobody, body I don't want nobody, body Life is unperfect without seeing you I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want nobody, nobody but you I want nobody, nobody but you I want no one else but you Can't have anyone but you I want nobody nobody nobody nobody
Rap: BacK to the days when we were so young and wild and free Everything we had back then was like a dream If only i could turn back time Why do you keep on pushing me away? why do you push me away? I don't want nobody, nobody, nobody. nobody but you
H1N1 Version
I dowan you to touch me baby You go toilet nair wash hand right?
When you wash your body, wash your hands too When you wash your body, wash your hands too You don’t want get swine flu Or someone pass to you You better wash your body your body your body
H1N1 is confirm no fun Be careful where you go, US or Mexico If you have temperature that mean you got fever Don’t just take honey, this flu is not farny
Maybe it’s time to wear a mask Maybe you have forgotten SARS Whatever the weather, must bring ther-mo meter Stick it in your armpit or down there!
When you wash your body, wash your hands too When you wash your body, wash your hands too Though the level is yellow Don’t be dirty fellow You better wash your body your body your body
When you wash your body, wash your hands too When you wash your body, wash your hands too Must wash after poo poo Or germs will stick to you Wash more than your body your body your body
I know you use finger, don’t let the smell linger I know you dig gold, and wipe on some pole You scratch your backside, and think you can hide You play your below, take ice from my Milo
Maybe it’s time to be hygiene Maybe you should be quarantined Don’t be a spreader, we stay clean together We’ll pick the kutus from each other’s hair!
When you wash your body, wash your hands too When you wash your body, wash your hands too If you think you’re infected Don’t blur block go Orchard Don’t pass to somebody somebody somebody
When you wash your body, wash your hands too When you wash your body, wash your hands too Must wash after pang jio The Wonder Girls damn chio They dowan your body your body your body
Back in the days when we only took a bath monthly now Looking at you I feel, as sick Kim Jong Ill Your breath smell like kimchi, you see There’s no vaccine eugene Go wash your body Your body your body, wash your hands too
Some songs playing in the office this morning by my colleagues:
I Will do anything for love - Meat Loaf
And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and that's a fact
But I'll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way And I would do anything for love, oh I would do anything for love I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, ah, no I won't do that
And some days it don't come easy, and some days it don't come hard Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end And some nights you're breathin' fire, and some nights you're carved in ice Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again
And maybe I'm crazy, oh it's crazy and it's true I know you can save me, no one else can save me now but you As long as the planets are turnin', as long as the stars are burnin' As long as your dreams are comin' true, you'd better believe it
That I would do anything for love, and I'll be there 'til the final act And I would do anything for love, and I'll take a vow and seal a pact But I'll never forgive myself if we don't go all the way tonight And I would do anything for love, but I won't do-oo that, no I won't do-oo that
I would do anything for love, anything you've been dreamin' of but I just won't do that I would do anything for love, anything you've been dreamin' of but I just won't do
And some days I pray for silence, and somedays I pray for soul Some days I just pray to the god of sex and drums and rock 'n' roll And maybe I'm lonely, that's all I'm qualified to be There's just one and only, one and only promise I can keep
As long as the wheels are turnin', as long
Be with you - Mr Big
Hold on little girl Show me what he's done to you Stand up little girl A broken heart can't be that bad When it's through, it's through Fate will twist the both of you So come on baby come on over Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you Deep inside I hope you feel it too Waited on a line of greens and blues Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence So you can be on top for once wake up who cares about Little boys that talk too much I've seen it all go down Your game of love was all rained out So come on baby, come on over Let me be the one to hold you
Chorus
Why be alone when we can be together baby You can make my life worthwhile And I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through Fate will twist the both of you So come on baby come on over Let me be the one to show you
Only Love - Trademark
2am and the rain is falling Here we are at the crossroads once again You're telling me you're so confused You can't make up your mind Is this meant to be You're asking me
But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand miles apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough If we learn to trust
But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words To touch you deep inside You'll give my dreams just one more chance To let this be our last goodbye
But only love can stay Try again or walk away But i believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So i just play my part Pray you'll have a change of heart But i can make you see it through That's something only love can do
這是一個没有答案的問題 zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti 我感覺我變了 OH~誰讓我變了 wo gan jue wo bian le OH~shei rang wo bian le 原本這是一個沒有答案的問題 yuan ben zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti 卻被你解開了 簡單的解開了 que bei ni jie kai le jian dan de jie kai le 你走過來 帶著和別人不同的對白 ni zou guo lai dai zhe he bie ren bu tong de dui bai 你甚至不讓我知道 你對我有多好 ni shen zhi bu rang wo zhi dao ni dui wo you duo hao
慢慢的 這份愛悄悄的住下來 man man de zhe fen ai qiao qiao de zhu xia lai 深深的 在心裡沒人看的出來 shen shen de zai xin li mei ren kan de chu lai 安靜的 但卻一直都在是你默默的愛 an jing de dan que yi zhi dou zai shi ni mo mo de ai
慢慢地 這份愛已經變成依賴 man man de zhe fen ai yi jing bian cheng yi lai 淺淺的 笑容裡卻讓我充滿期待 qian qian de xiao rong li que rang wo chong man qi dai 不用說 我就能夠明白OH你默默的愛 bu yong shuo wo jiu neng gou ming bai OH ni mo mo de ai
這是一個沒有答案的問題 zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti 我感覺我變了 誰讓我變了 wo gan jue wo bian le shei rang wo bian le 原本這是一個沒有答案的問題 yuan ben zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti 卻被你解開了 簡單的解開了 que bei ni jie lai le jian dan de jie kai le 你走過來 帶著和別人不同的對白 ni zou guo lai dai zhe he bie ren bu tong de dui bai 你甚至不讓我知道 你對我有多好 ni shen zhi bu rang wo zhi dao ni dui wo you duo hao
慢慢的 這份愛 悄悄的住下來 man man de zhe fen ai qiao qiao de zhu xia lai 深深的 在心裡 沒人看的出來 shen shen de zai xin li mei ren kan de chu lai 安靜的 但卻一直都在是你默默的愛 an jing de dan que yi zhi dou zai shi ni mo mo de ai
慢慢的 這份愛 已經變成依賴 man man de zhi fen ai yi jing bian cheng yi lai 淺淺的 笑容裡 卻讓我充滿期待 qian qian de xiao rong li que rang wo chong man qi dai 不用說 我就能夠明白OH你默默的爱 bu yong shuo wo jiu neng gou ming bai OH ni mo mo de ai
未來的每一天 不管發生甚麼 wei lai de mei yi tian bu guan dan sheng shen me 能不能交給我呢 neng bu neng jiao gei wo ne 我要永遠陪着你守護著你直到最後WOO~~~~~~~ wo yao yong yuan pei zhe ni shou hu zhe ni zhi dao zui houWOO~~~~~~~
慢慢的 這份愛 悄悄的住下來 man man de zhe fen ai qiao qiao de zhu xia lai 深深的 在心裡 沒人看的出來 shen shen de zai xin li mei ren kan de chu lai 安靜的 但卻一直都在是你默默的愛 an jing de dan que yi zhi dou zai shi ni mo mo de ai
慢慢的 這份愛已經變成依賴 man man de zhe fen ai yi jing bian cheng yi lai 淺淺的 笑容裡 卻讓我充滿期待 qian qian de xiao rong li que rang wo chong man qi dai 不用說 我就能夠明白OH你默默的愛 bu yong shuo wo jiu neng gou ming bai OH ni mo mo de ai
The I-Live-Life-To-The-Fullest-And-I-Am-HAPPY type! You live life to the max, and you live each day like its your last. You forget the rules and just go for it, and want to experience it all before it all disappears... Your life is a book... and your writing it! Love it, make it, work it, and shape it... you make it what YOU want! Don't forget a happy ending though!
The song is so nice! I like the beat/rhythm of the song....
I am unwritten, Can't read my mind I'm undefined I'm just beginning The pen's in my hand Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words That you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten, yeah
Oh, oh
I break tradition Sometimes my tries Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah We've been conditioned To not make mistakes But I can't live that way oh, oh
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words That you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins the rest still unwritten
(Gospel) Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words That you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open ***** Today is where your book begins
I know I supposed to be doing my assignment.... but just wanna share a song which the background music/instrumental music sounds nice when my colleague played it after work just now. Then I googled it and realised that it is Pearl Habour OST - There You'll Be.
There You'll be - Faith Hill
when i think back on these times and the dreams we left behind i'll be glad because i was blessed to get to have you in my life when i look back on these days i'll look and see your face you were right there for me
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be and everywhere i am there you'll be
well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach and i always will remember all the strength you gave to me your love made me make it through oh i owe so much to you you were right there for me
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be
because i always saw in you my light, my strength and i want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me you were right there for me for always
in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there always be a place for you for all my life i'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere i am there you'll be and everywhere i am there you'll be there you'll be
Another song that I happened to come cross is Where ever you go by The Calling.
So lately, I've been wonderin Who will be there to take my place When I'm gone, you'll need love To light the shadows on your face If a great wave should fall It would fall upon us all And between the sand and stone Could you make it on your own
[Chorus:] If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out The way to make it back someday To watch you, to guide you Through the darkest of your days If a great wave should fall It would fall upon us all Well I hope there's someone out there Who can bring me back to you
[Chorus]
Runaway with my heart Runaway with my hope Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how My life and love might still go on In your heart and your mind I'll stay with you for all of time
[Chorus]
If I could turn back time I'll go wherever you will go If I could make you mine I'll go wherever you will go
+ Go to Taiwan
+ To travel to as many countries as possible
+ Go to Japan /Korea/ Hong Kong
+ Go night safari
+ Go canopy walk
+ Get New Handphone - Sony Ericsson G900
+ Go to Puala Ubin - Chek Jawa
+ Gathering with my friends!
+ Go Kayaking
+ Learn Diving
+ Get a Digital Camera
+ Go Backpacking (since 2002)
+ Get a wallet
+ Get a PDA
+ External 120/80GB Hard Disk