God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. And ME to share all the pain, laughter, tears, sorrow,happiness, sun and rain with you! Let us endure all the 暴风雨 and 彩虹 together!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Quiz: 你的爱情因何被分手

Results:

类型:不见黄河心不死
分手原因:被自己分手
实际上,对于感情你是个缺乏信心的人,即使你表现得强势而自信,但潜意识里一直隐藏着不安。你不相信没有理由的爱,即便是与父母之间也不可能如 此,遑论爱情。在这种心理上你的性格隐隐总有些逆反,一个人也许本来你没有那么喜欢,但遭遇反对劝阻时很可能你偏要继续发展,所谓没有压力便没有动力。一 方面你的理智告诉你怎样才更好,一方面你的本性蠢蠢欲动不让你撞一把南墙就不死心。最好的方法是随你去,自然而然的你就会淡了。


Comments:
四个字:哭笑不得。。。。

Quiz can be taken here:

Quiz: 你需要怎样一个恋人

Quiz result:

自己喜欢的人
你是一个习惯了追求的人,无论是感情也好,还是其他的事业也好,你总是喜欢站在强者和主动的那一面,憎恨被别人照顾、被人呵护,尤其是恋人,这样会让你有一种恋情不平衡的错觉,所以爱你的你觉得没有挑战性,只有你真正喜欢看得上眼的人你才会想和他在一起


Well, I guess this is at least 90% true..... shucks.

The quiz can be taken from here.

你多容易被爱情愚弄

Did a quiz here: http://astro.sina.com.cn/t/2010-04-01/140667045.shtml

And this is my results. Dammit. *speechless*




A、莉香
【被爱情愚弄指数】●●●●●五星,身陷囹圄
【关键词】珍惜自我
你有这世界上最轻盈的灵魂,周围的人都觉得你是落入凡间的精灵,可是无情的岁月让我们都挡不住会苍老的心。因为你骨子里相信爱情这种东西,期待 奇迹的心让你不乐意为你的恋情添加人工痕迹,所以,你经常被爱情愚弄。很多时候你也常常自我怀疑,然而怀疑主义只是让你放手,但是放弃思考并不等于得到问 题的答案。如果说海衣要给你任何的谏言,那就是希望你要学会珍惜你自身的价值。很多时候啊,因为对方觉得你不重要,他就会不对你好,甚至对你不好。他不是 故意的,但这就是我们愚蠢的人性。

Monday, March 22, 2010

Happy Birthday Alvin!!!



Hope you like the 'surprise' dinner just now.

Happy Birthday Alvin!

May you have a very good year ahead!

FULL OF LUCK, MONEY, FRIENDSHIP, HAPPINESS AND LOVE!

Sunday, March 07, 2010

Brown Package

You know I am so delighted to receive this package aka brown envelop. Although I already know what is in this envelop, I am still beaming with happiness when I opened the letter box. As I couldn't wait to see it, I opened and took a peak in the lift.

Thank you for it although you still think I cannot fit.... *bish*


It would be much better if you passed it to me face to face..... well, I get to see you and you get to save your $1. =X I know you are pretty busy and tired and lazy.....and...don't feel like going out unless it is for work or studies....  well, it's okay. I believe there will be a day! =)

Nevertheless, thank you for asking me and after I confirm I should be able to wear.... and said I want...  u made the effort to weight and send it over. Glad the postman didn't steal it away and I could wear it! =D

And..... is this suppose to be a gift? LOLX.

Friday, February 19, 2010

2nd and 3rd day of CNY is GAME DAY!

On the second day of CNY, I was waken up by my mom. Supposed to go to my 3rd Aunty's place. As usual, I would use my computer before doing anything else. I was just checking mail, surfing net and checking who's online. =)

Send the usual morning greeting via MSN, not really waiting for any response.
*When there is no expectation, everything is a bonus.* After a moment, I received a PM in MSN, asking which level I am in DGN.

I replied and was told to join cc1 POW. Then we started playing DGN. There is a Valentine's Event going on and we went in to hunt for our TAMANGO. Well, as my level was low enough for them to be able to kill the BOSS. They asked me to join them. *making use of me* LOL..... Anyway, it was nice of him/them to ask me to join. Because they can join others to form party too. Not only with me. Anyway, we also made use of Vorhees too.... =X

I LOVE THIS!!!! We tried to make form LOVE.

 



 

  

  

I'm also very happy that Vorhees pass (lend? give?) me his Captain White Tooth's Hat! It helps alot! *muack* LOLX.

We played till around 11 plus, 12 plus at night and then he went to play his other game.

While on the 3rd day, we continued to play. From 1 pm, all the way to around  7pm where we stopped. And watched the Renovation Show by Bryan's and Mark.

Those 2 days were one of the best days after so long. Happy! *beam* =D

Anyway,

Happy Belated Valentine's Day! 

Friday, January 29, 2010

Nobody's Child

In 2001, I got my O level result on my own. L1R4 - 9 points, L1R4 - 13 points.

In 2004, I got my A level results on my own, once again.

In 2004, I went for my longest overseas expedition trip, without my parents sending me off to the airport and nobody picked me up from the airport when I returned.

In 2005, I went on my longest overseas trip with my classmates for the first time without a teacher and I am off and back from the airport alone.

In 2007, I graduated from Diploma in Occupational Therapy and attended my graduation ceremony on my own.

In 2010, I am graduating with Bachelor of Occupational Therapy and once again, I'm a nobody's child. My parents are not going to be with me again. How nice.

That's the problem of being an independent person.

Happy Graduation to me tomorrow!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

多三天。。。 。。。

这一天终于来临了。我将毕业于 La Trobe University 的 Bachelor Degree of Occupational Therapy. 我从小的愿望终于快要实现了。

我从小就不是出身于富贵之家。父母亲又没受过什么教育。母亲只念了五、六年书。连小六离校考试都没去考。父亲就不用说了。他没念什么书。最多只有三年级罢了。

由于有些亲戚的背景非常复杂,大多数的表哥、表姐们的教育水平也算底,有些亲戚每日只为了三餐温饱而担心,所以不知什么时候开始,我便发誓我一定要领取一个大学文凭光宗耀祖。让父母亲能在亲戚面前感到光荣。

处了以上的理由,我也希望能拖离贫困的生活 (我可没有和什么人提起过)。虽然我不能选择我的父母,可是让我庆幸的是我的父母亲是靠他们的劳力,脚踏实地的把我和哥哥养大。我父亲是靠做散工为生。而母亲是在咖啡店收洗碗筷。所以父母就是我们所为的 blue collar worker, 蓝领阶级。虽然我不能选择我的父母,但我能选择我以后要走的路。

我从理工学院开始,就得付自己的学费。每次好不容易在三天两夜的外展营当 instructor 赚来的及可怜的 $150 ,都得拿去交学费。还记得以前银行的存折从不多过五十元。还有每次当我要没钱时,我都会去买一个星期的粮食,然后每天早上一大清早,大概5、6 点,就开是准备当天的午餐。幸好我还挺能煮的。也因如此,我告诉自己,我得存我的第一个一万。我做到了!虽然这一万多以拿去交我大学的学费,我还是蛮开心的。因为有几个人能在两年里又在新水少过两千的环境下存一万?

我不是你们所说的 stingy,我也不想争辩。因为我知道我是为了我以后的生活、为了我将来的家庭而奋斗。我也不想以后于老公因为钱财而烦恼。一切从我开始。

只为了将来过得比现在好一点。。。 。。。

Friday, January 22, 2010

沒那麼簡單 - 黃小琥

这首歌说出了你的心声吗?



沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶 



不知它是否说出了你的心声 ,
可是它却说出了我的的心声。。。 。。。

The relation of Life and Installation process

I was super busy the last few days, having about 4 hours of sleep each day. This busyness somehow kept me away from thinking about some things that has been troubling me.

What am I busy with, some of you may wonder. I was busy editing a video for my coming D&D which is in another 18 hours time. Lots of unexpected incidents happened when I'm trying to publish the movie such as subtitles do not match with the video even though in the project it coincided and the inability to publish the movie due to various reasons.

But something strike my mind when I was publishing the movie and it just stopped at 96% , estimated time left - 6 mins. The status bar never moved even after waiting for 5-10 minutes.

What strike my mind was, isn't life the same?


Events in life is sometimes like an installation process in a computer.



 It sets you in a dilemma when the process get hang/stuck at 96% completed - whether to wait or to cancel and start all over again.
In the event that we decided to wait, we wonder how long should we wait? What if we waited and nothing happens and wasted our time waiting? If we decided to cancel and start all over again..... what if it hangs again?!?! This definitely decreases our morale. With all these failures, sometimes we can't help but think that maybe we should give up the installation program altogether, maybe it wasn't meant to be for us to use the program. Worse still, sometimes the PC crashes in the process and causes much damages before we can react to it.

As far as life takes me, I will try and try. Until..... I am totally feeling tired of trying.... to the extent of feeling hopeless. And if it really happens, trust me. I will give up totally and never look back. May not even try or touch it again.

Trust me. Been there, done that, rather a few times in my life.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Chace 满月了

Chace 满月了.

I went down to bro's house with dad. It's dad first time to bro's house. First time seeing Chace and first time seeing Jayr after they moved out.

Dad also carried Chace for the very first time but he was rather uncomfortable carrying him. He tried to carry Jayr but I think he was rather unfamiliar to him that he didn't really dare to get close to dad. Can see that my brother and I were trying to get Jayr to interact with him.

These are the photos: (didn't take photos of Chace.... although he supposed to be the "zhu jiao")


He smiled when I asked him to....
So cute right?


Yet another one




He jumped when I took this




Trying to open the Hello Panda that bought by my mom and delivered by us




He came to me when I asked him if he wanted to take photo!
Now I know which handsome boy to camwhore with!





 
Laughing his head off...
and then... alamak!




Running away from dad




Trying to see what else I delivered




Pulling the whole bag to my bro




A failed mission



Getting bro to take a photo for us,
Finally a photo of dad with Jayr


Dad trying to push Jayr when we were going home




A slightly clearer one


A closed-up of him


It feels great to be accepted and wanted by him! Let see when is the next time I'm dropping by. His motor skills are quite good for his age. He can kick and throw a ball!!! The next thing he needs to do is to talk! =)

Sunday, January 03, 2010

2 Dates on the New Year Evening and Night


Watch here for entry of my date with Serene who just came back to holiday over the New year.



(Pic of me and Serene # City Hall TCC)

And my Midnight K Box session with Hui Hui......

To be posted soon.....

Monday, December 28, 2009

Graduating.... Finally!

After 1 year and 4 months, I'm finally finished my degree conversion and is going to graduate with Bachelor of  Occupational Therapy on 30th Jan 2010. This piece of paper surely drained my bank account and my next 2 years of life with my organization if they decided to sponsor me $5000 (still waiting for outcome).

Life has been really challenging to juggle between work and studies. Weekends were usually burnt for assignments and more assignments. None the less. the effort put in seems to have shown some results. 2 core modules and 4 elective modules with 4Bs and 2Cs. Though it could be better, but I am quite satisfied. Thank god for one of my core module with has 45 credits, I scored a B, which helps to pull up my overall average marks to 73.75, which is a B.

I am so waiting for my pay adjustment/raise. I am going to reward myself with a wallet. My current 2.5 year wallet is in super ultra bad condition. I was so embarrassed to take out my wallet when I went to buy a wallet for Alvin for xmas present. I took out my card and quickly put my wallet back into my bag. lolx. My this ultra bad condition wallet was bought using my 1st diploma pay. Been procrastinating to buy myself a wallet for more than 6 months. My next wallet is going to be from my degree pay! =)



To someone special: 
I know you read will read this one day. Thus, I want to let you know that, believe in yourself. Believe that you can do well in your higher credits module in the future, which I suppose is your ICT. It will and can help to pull up your other modules. Been there, done that. Tried and proven, not once but twice. 只要你愿意,我会一直陪你走下去。 You know I will always be there to support you in terms of good and bad times in whatever I can. Jiayou!

You will have your graduation too. You can graduate too. I never doubt that. As you said, you may not attend your own graduation. But I do and can see you graduate with your 1st Class, if not 2nd upper Honours Degree. Jiayou!