God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. And ME to share all the pain, laughter, tears, sorrow,happiness, sun and rain with you! Let us endure all the 暴风雨 and 彩虹 together!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Letter of Employment

Actually my HR has already finished preparing the letter for me for my Dad's citizenship. I just need to go back to my HQ to take it.

But just now, when my dad and brother were conversing about my brother going to look for whoever to ask the personnel to write the letter by his company, I think I just gave up telling them that my letter is ready. I'm just too tired to talk to them and let them continue to assume that "I don't want to help".

Now, I truly understand how it felt like to be "assume" by others and that reluctance to try to explain myself.

Maybe I am just a STUBBORN ARSE who refused to GIVE IN..... especially to my closed ones as they should understand me better but didn't. lolx..... (this lolx.... is used not literally laugh out loud, but as an expression by me when there is not word that I can use to express myself but can only "laugh it off")

Friday, February 13, 2009

How Fights started

I saw the following in an email from my colleague:


One year, a husband decided to buy his mother-in-law a cemetery plot as a Christmas gift.

The next year, he didn't buy her a gift. When she asked him why, he replied, "Well, you still haven't used the gift I bought you last year!"

And that's how the fight started.....


My wife walked into the den & asked "What's on the TV?"

I replied "Dust".

And that's how the fight started.....



A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror.

She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.'

The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's damn near perfect.'

And that's how the fight started.....



My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary.

She said, 'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 200 in about 3 seconds.

I bought her a scale.

And that's how the fight started.....


I asked my wife, 'Where do you want to go for our anniversary?'

It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation. 'Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!' she said.

So I suggested, 'How about the kitchen?'

And that's when the fight started....

My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed, I turned to her and said, 'Do you want to have sex?' 'No,' she answered.

I then said, 'Is that your final answer?'

She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying 'Yes.'

So I said, 'Then I'd like to phone a friend.'

And that's when the fight started....


When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive. So, I took her to a gas station.

And that's when the fight started.....



My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table.

My wife asked, 'Do you know her?' 'Yes,' I sighed, 'She's my old girlfriend.

I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since.'

'My God!' says my wife. 'Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?'

And that's when the fight started.....



I rear-ended a car this morning. So, there we were alongside the road and slowly the other driver got out of his car.

You know how sometimes you just get soooo stressed and little things just seem funny?

Yeah, well I couldn't believe it. He was a DWARF!!!

He stormed over to my car, looked up at me, and shouted, 'I AM NOT HAPPY!!!'

So, I looked down at him and said, 'Well, then which one are you?'

And that's when the fight started.....


I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason, took my order first. 'I'll have the strip steak, medium rare, please.' He said,'Aren't you worried about the mad cow?'

'Nah, she can order for herself.'

And that's when the fight started......

Thursday, February 12, 2009

What Kind of Communicator Are You?




You Communicate Passionately



You speak from the heart. You can't separate your feelings from what you're saying, even in a professional context.

You tend to speak dramatically, with lots of passion and emotion. It's easy for you to get swept up in what you're saying.



You like to connect with people early on so that you can personalize what you are saying to them.

When you converse, you try to find common ground and harmony. Even if you disagree with someone, you try to emphasize where you agree.

What Internet Slang Are You?




You Are LOL



The internet is always cracking you up. You could waste the day away finding things to laugh at.

You're usually the first one to find a new funny video, picture, or website.



You're always up for wasting time online, even if (especially if) you're at work.

You also tend to spend a lot of time chatting, especially with people who make you laugh out loud.

What Internet Slang Are You?

This is soooo TRUE!!!!

Those who knows me will know that I am almost 24/7 online most of the time even though I am at work (even if I'm not at my desk).

And that is true that a spend alot of time chatting with people who makes me LOL.... so far only 1 person can make me LOL most of the time.... but now I seldom 'LOL' already.....

And, 'LOL' is one of the common word that I used online and if you are close to me, you will be able to relate it.

and sometimes I will use LOL even though it may not be funny.... cos it could also be something that I do not know how to express.... and I trying to laugh it off....

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Updates

Apologies for the updates in my blog. Haven't been feeling great these few weeks. Many things happening in my life - Work, Family, Relationship/Friendship, Studies...... endless things happening. This entry will be a super long one.

Come to think of it, Rat's fortune supposed to be good in the Ox year. Apparently it hasn't been that smooth sailing for the 1st month, other than winning $20 for toto on 29th January 2009. Maybe and hopefully things will get better.

Work has been pilling up. Appraisals going to be conducted soon and hell... I haven't really started doing my KPI(Key Points Indicators) which were only set in end of Novemeber, after which, I had been busy with school assigments, daily workload and also was on leave in December. Well, that simply means that my BONUS may not be as much as I might have as compared to last year. Oh well.......

Family..... I'm someone who is rather private about my family. I seldom blog about them. Things hasn't be going very well in the family. Firstly, my brother was borrowing some cash from me to pay for some mobile bills that he didn't pay quite some time ago(years ago perhaps) and he had received a lawyer's letter. In return, he suggested to "sell" me his furniture in his bedroom for $650 as he is going to shift out in May. Well, I'm glad that I finally have a room to call my OWN, after sleeping in the living room for around one and a half years. I finally have what I call privacy. This is something that I yearn. A place where I can be myself and have time and place of my own when I just want to "detach" from everything.

In addition, I always dream of designing my own room, with my own furniture. Believe it or not, I always have an idea of what I want if I were to have a room to myself, although I grew up with sharing room with my brother. I already have an idea what I want in the room. Thus, he is not going to destroy my dream. I don't think I'm being selfish to think that way. Afterall, I have gave up the room for his family(his wife and his son) which I should not be the one to "give in". I hate it when my mom over the dinner during reunion dinner telling my brother that if can, stay in, so that he will not be finanical unstable. Well, I don't see wrong for my mom saying that, but she should have at least considered about my feelings? If I'm a little child sleeping in the living room, I don't see anything uneasy but as a lady in her twenties, sleeping in the living room, it is just so inconveient. I can't really sleep till late or when my mom needs to do some prayers but nowsdays I just heck care and continue to sleep late during the weekends.

Haha.... on top of that, another reason is, I want my OWN bed lah. I do not want to sleep on "other people's bed". I mean staying over at my girl friends house or at hotel during holidays are different. But I want to have my OWN NEW BED. And not sleeping on someone else bed. lolx....

In another incident with the family - my dad. I think none of you all know that my dad is actually a Singapore PR, orginated from Malaysia. But he has been staying in Singapore since he was a baby and also since WWII. He survived the Japanese Occupation Period. Now you can guess how old my dad is. =)

Anyway, my dad wanted to convert into S'Pore Citizen. He should have done that LONG ago. He was asking me to fill up the forms and get a letter from my organisation so that I can be his sponsor. Firstly, I told him that I have to wait for HR to write the letter. Then don't know what got into him, he said, “你要做就跟我做,不想帮我做就跟我讲,就不要做。”

Then I replied, “不是不要跟你做, 要等信呀。”

Then he repeat the same old thing again.... 你要做就跟我做,不想帮我做就跟我讲.... and he asked my brother to fill up for him and ask my brother to get letter from the company. Well, he still needed to wait for the letter what.....

Haiz.... I decided to keep to myself. Didn't bother to explain for I know, my dad is a stubborn man too, always think he is alright. Secondly, things might get worse after explaining. Afterall, he've already assumed that I don't want to do for him. The thing that I cannot stand is being accused of things I've not done.

But well..... some areas in my life has been like that for the past 1 year... ... so.... just let it be lah.... too tired of explaining sometimes.... sometimes when things are uncovered.... it may not be good to everyone... but yet again, human nature always want to seek the truth. That goes the saying, curiousity kills the cat. Sad to say, it applies to me too. People are always weird.... wanting to seek the truth although we know or can predict that the truth hurts. But nothing beats than hearing from the horse's mouth isn't it? But sometimes horse mouth may still not be 100% truth either. That's the reality of life.

There's alots of Up and downs in relationship/friendship. Nothing to mention about. Something that I just want to keep to myself. =) You all should know I seldom like to share things publicly about r/s. Except the last few entries. Some thing must have gotten into me..... but now, I prefer things to be private like before. No sharing unless I tell u so. =)

Studies..... just had my weekend lessons. Tiring. And few assignments dued soon. That means I needed to take leave in March and April to do these assignments. And I'm too embarrassed to say that I haven't even pay my first 2 modules school fees. I think the school gonna kick me out soon.... lolx... Got 1 bank draft ready. Haven't really prepare the 2nd one yet. =X
And I have no idea when we have to pay the next 4 modules which is going to start in April. Hopefully I will finish my modules by end of the year.

But I'm glad to have nice colleagues. At least, it makes working time more fun at the end of the tiring day.

Well, life's a bit sucky.....

But,

What doesn't kills me,

makes me stronger!

Monday, February 09, 2009

More personality tests


What's Your Best Quality?
Your Result: Personality
 

Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests.

Loving
 
Out-Going
 
Intelligence
 
Ambitious
 
Sense of Humor
 
What's Your Best Quality?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

=)


What type of person do you attract?
Your Result: You attract geeks!
 

Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.

You attract Yuppies!
 
You attract rednecks!
 
You attract artsy people!
 
You attract unstable people!
 
You attract models!
 
What type of person do you attract?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

LOL.... This is so true!!!!



What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone
 

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!

Being Alone
 
Disappointment
 
Where Your life is Going
 
Looked down on
 
Death
 
Commitment
 
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I would say this is true too! Right?

Man U vs West Han United



VS





1 - 0


Man-U make it back to the top again!

The next match is on 19th February, 4am against Fulham.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Exactly 1 year... ...

Happy 1 year Anniversary.

I've know you for exactly 1 year.

My Ex-Poke buddy in Facebook.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Technology News

2 technology news in Yahoo News caught my attention - Nine-year old whiz-kid writes iPhone application and Facebook turns five.

Nine-year old whiz-kid writes iPhone application

Extracted from Yahoo news:

SINGAPORE - While most children his age sketch on paper with crayons, nine-year old Lim Ding Wen from Singapore, has a very different canvas -- his iPhone.

Lim, who is in fourth grade, writes applications for Apple's popular iPhone. His latest, a painting program called Doodle Kids, has been downloaded over 4,000 times from Apple's iTunes store in two weeks, the New Paper reported on Thursday.

The program lets iPhone users draw with their fingers by touching the iPhone's touchscreen and then clear the screen by shaking the phone.

"I wrote the program for my younger sisters, who like to draw," Lim said. His sisters are aged 3 and 5.

Lim, who is fluent in six programing languages, started using the computer at the age of 2. He has since completed about 20 programing projects.

His father, Lim Thye Chean, a chief technology officer at a local technology firm, also writes iPhone applications.

"Every evening we check the statistics emailed to us to see who has more downloads," the older Lim said.

The boy, who enjoys reading books on programing, is in the process of writing another iPhone application -- a science fiction game called "Invader Wars."


This is so cool. At the age of 9, he already know 6 programming languages fluently. I think I only know C++ and basic HTML. Well, his dad also writes programs. Maybe the boy has gotten the genes from his dad. Hmm.... maybe I go and write a LUCKY TOTO or LUCKY 4-D number application, since singaporeans always like to try our luck.

Don't see me no up okay..... I wrote that program before when I was in JC. lolx.... it was quite a simple program actually. Just have to randomise the numbers according to the range I set. But it was fun actually. =P

Hmmm.... and I guess highly likely I will marry a guy that knows alot more technology stuff than me 'cos I don't think I have enough patience to explain/teach.... thus guys who are techno-nerds are most likely a turn-off for me. =P


In another news:

Facebook turns five

Extracted from here:

WASHINGTON (AFP) - - Facebook has celebrated its fifth birthday with 150 million guests but no clear path to profitability. Chief executive Mark Zuckerberg, who co-founded the social networking website with two Harvard University roommates five years ago, marked the occasion in low-key fashion with a blog post urging members to send a virtual gift to their online friends.

"In the spirit of celebrating connections between people, we encourage you to use this gift to give thanks to your friends, colleagues and family members with whom you are connected on Facebook," he wrote.

Zuckerberg, 24, said he was "humbled" by the phenomenal growth of a website which began as a way for his fellow Harvard students to stay connected and has blossomed into a worldwide network that has dwarfed rival MySpace.

"Facebook was founded in 2004 to give people the tools to engage and understand the world around them," he said. "We are glad and humbled that so many people are using Facebook in this way."

Zuckerberg, who has a personal worth of 1.5 billion dollars according to Forbes magazine, launched Facebook from his Harvard dorm room on February 4, 2004 with roommates Dustin Moscovitz and Chris Hughes.

It quickly spread to other schools around the country and eventually anyone aged 13 or older with an Internet connection was allowed to create a Facebook profile and post photos or update their friends on their status.

With the astronomical growth has also come controversy. Facebook has been accused of violating privacy, facilitating online sexual predators and hate groups and simply being a colossal waste of time.

It has also been touted as a force for good, serving as bridge between people and even as a tool to counter terrorism and repressive governments.

Both Moscovitz and Hughes have since left the company -- Moscovitz last year to set up an Internet technology firm and Hughes to join the online campaign of then-Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama.

Zuckerberg predicted a bright future for the Palo Alto, California-based Facebook and its 800 employees.

"Building and moving quickly for five years hasn't been easy, and we aren't finished," Zuckerberg said. "The challenge motivates us to keep innovating and pushing technical boundaries to produce better ways to share information."

One challenge Facebook is yet to overcome is how to make money.

US software giant Microsoft bought a 1.6 percent stake in Facebook in 2007 for 240 million dollars, valuing the social network on paper at 15 billion dollars.

But Facebook, unlike other Web giants such as Amazon, eBay, Google and Yahoo!, is yet to prove how it is going to translate traffic into cash.

"There's no significant visible source of revenue other than investors," said Silicon Valley analyst Rob Enderle of the Enderle Group.

"There's a lot of potential there but they're still kind of living in this dotcom mindset where a business plan doesn't make a difference," he said. "And as we saw with the dotcoms, that has a very unfortunate end to it."

"Google was able to figure out fairly quickly how to monetize what they were doing and they became a giant and that's the potential for Facebook but they've got to cross that chasm," Enderle said.

Going public with an IPO, or initial public offering, would not appear to be an option for Facebook right now.

"Doing a public offering when you have no revenue? Good luck with that -- particularly in this market," said Enderle.

Advertising could be a money-spinner but "the ad model doesn't seem like it works all that well for Facebook -- though it could," said Enderle. "You know an awful lot about people, and so you would think they could do targeted ads."

"Whatever the path, Facebook doesn't have an unlimited period of time to find it," Enderle said.

"They need to grow out of their childhood really fast. They can't be a five-year-old anymore," he said. "They have to grow into adulthood and adulthood means paying the bills."


Well, it seems like we got to pay for the usage of facebook soon. If you think about it, if each of us just pay $1 annual fee, he can earn $150 million a year! That is good money man. Maybe I can start such network when I grow old....and maybe some online business and some blogging community..... lolx.... any potential business partner? =P


In another incident, today there was an IT personnel down from HQ to change my colleague's CPU (mine's next week.... and I've yet to transfer out my personal files).... and he could not log into my colleague's work email acct and download the old emails into the new CPU. I vivdly remembered the other time we got same problem logging into the system and I managed to solve the problem through trial and error. They should seriously consider giving me some pay for being an occupational therapist cum IT support cum poster and video designing. lolx....

If we could draw the amt of money for the work we do, I guess alot of us will be rich.....

YES..... continue dreaming......

Time to sleep..... it's alrdy 2+am and I have school later.....

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Quote

Saw this in my friend's facebook:

Good friends are those who talk to you all the time, not just when they need you."


Another friend's MSN personal message:

"Give me courage, undying heart, and determination to overcome my inner struggle."


I totally agree with these!

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

你要记住。。。

好朋友不是那些只和你欢天酒地的人,
而是那些在你最需要帮助的时候伸出援手的人。

因为那些和你欢天酒地的人,
往往都在你最需要他们的时候都逃之夭夭。


而那些和你共患难的朋友
不管你多次伤害到他们,
还是惹他们生气,
到最后还是他们留在你身边帮助你。


人心虽难测,
不要因为怕信给得太多而被欺骗。
给不够信任也不堪是件好事,
仿而是件折磨, 不是吗?


不要因为要面子, 要至尊, 而失去你的所爱。
宁可在您所爱前失去面子,
也别应为面子而失去你的所爱。

不要用自己的想法去做决定,
以为那是为他人好,
以为你是不想去伤害到他人,
可是往往的,你给与的
伤害却更多。
因为那通常都是他人最不想要的。
永远不要去假定(assume),
而要去肯定。
用沟通来解决问题,
而不是去逃避它、闪躲它。

我们永远不知道别人的意图和想法,
我们只能相信和抱乐观的希望。
(You will never know their intention and thinking.
We just have to trust and hope for the best.)

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

More Songs

Only Love - Trademark


2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

Chorus

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye










Dying inside to hold you - Timmy Thomas


It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes

standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

Chorus
(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same

standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name

Chorus 2x

one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)

Chorus (fade)

Favourite Akon's Songs

Right now - Akon



It's been so long
that I haven't seen your face
I'm Tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
it wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our selfs that night even said somethings weren't true
why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
why can't it be the way it was
cause you were my homie lover and friend

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make love right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Tell I get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
Yes you are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
Ohh miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
Ohh One that would grind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na


Come back to me



Intro]
Going crazy my heart is breaking
I cant sleep at all
Trying to get throught this
dont know how ill do this
I know that I only got my self to blame (only got myself to blame)
But that doesnt help to ease the pain (doesnt help to ease the pain)
Ill just die if I cant see your face

[Chorus]
Until you come back
I cant breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on its knees
I still need you beside me

[Verse: 1]
Now its morning
your still gone and
i still reach for you (still reach for you)
Dont know how to
live without you
I will, i can take back all the hurt ive caused
(take back all the hurt ive caused)
if i could give back all the love i lost
(give back all the love i lost)
The price i pay is just to high of a cost yea

[Chorus]
Until you come back
I cant breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on its knees
I still need you beside me

[Verse: 2]
Please forgive me (forgive me)
if we had one more chance in your life (one more chance in your life)
Till your with me
ill be half a life until you come back (back back)

[Chorus]
Until you come back
I cant breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on its knees
Cause I need you beside me

[Chorus]
Until you come back
I cant breath
Until you come back
I got no reason
Got my heart, my heart down on its knees
I still need you beside beside beside beside me.



I Promise




She's so fine