God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. And ME to share all the pain, laughter, tears, sorrow,happiness, sun and rain with you! Let us endure all the 暴风雨 and 彩虹 together!

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Break is finally here.... but

After waiting for so long, the break is finally here....

But I got lotsa projects and tests coming up.... LLD, research mtd, debate, OTTP, Anatom prac test, physio prac test, <- week 10 and 11

then exam oso coming up..... haiz.... but this sem seems to pass quite fast.... before we knew it , it is already wk 9.....

anyway, I am so surprised that i pass my physio ICA!!!! haha.... got a D.... tot that i will fail.... this will definitely motivate me to do better in my prac!!

btw, i went back to view some of my emode test results.....
and the test that i did on : what are you afraid of for education....
Guess what it is -> you are most afraid of not being good enough
and this is the description:

Have you ever noticed that you're more concerned about how others perceive you than many people around you?
Or do you sometimes worry more than you should about doing things perfectly or feel afraid that others will mock you in some way?
If so, you're not alone. There are many people who share your fear of not being good enough. It can be a real strength to recognize your fears. By being aware of the things that frighten you, you can assess whether fear is helping you or negatively impacting your life.
For instance, a fear of not being good enough may sometimes motivate you to take action in a positive way, like by being more diligent in pursuing your goals than others. However, fear's negative aspects can sometimes be more damaging than you realize. Living with fear not only prevents you from living life to the fullest; it can also have a significant negative impact on your energy, health, and your close relationships if not kept in check

Monday, February 14, 2005

Went to Kee Leng house and Mr Goh's House

Went to Kee Leng's house this afternoon.... suppose to go to Commandant hse one... but cannot wake up... so onli Kee Leng and Theresa went....

Had a very nice lunch at KL's place.... thanks KL and Family.....

Then went to mr goh's place... mmm... mr goh is more cheerful... cos there is a baby on the way ma... haha...

we went to watch the seoul raider after the visit.....

now tired... got to slp soon i guess....

Happy V DAY!

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

How has he been doing.....

Sometimes I just wonder......
Suddenly, I just want to know how has he been doing.....
He is not my BF.... Not My Friend.... it is someone who I've been meeting on the bus almost eveyday on the bus when I go to TPJC during my JC times....
But now, I don't see him around anymore....
Just hope that he everything is fine for him....


Saturday, February 05, 2005

Busy busy....

Didn't blog for few days....
was really busy with projects....
Can you imagine yesterday I actually spent 8 hrs on my project discussion????!!??
It is my 1st time ever that I spent so much time for a discussion....

Having so many tests, projects, committments.... and of course all this is followed by stress.... no time for leisure....

Haiz... it has been a long time since I go kayaking.... camps... maybe will go kayaking one fine day... ya... one fine day.... wondering when it will be....

Remembering Waiyin said something yesterday... it goes sth like this:

" No one believes that I'm in a poly"
" No one believes that I stay in library for so long to do project"
True.... why can't people thing that our course are different from poly courses???
And PLS.... ThEAPist is NOT = NURSES!!!!!
Guess the nightmare is to tell your relatives that:
I'M NOT IN UNIVERSITY... I'M IN A POLY!!!!"
Anatomy test is on MOn.... got to back to study again...
Quite missed alot of my JC classmates.... esp. when that day Feran 's friend met up with her....
Hope that Mabel, Sabrina, Guirong, Lay Lan, Jac , Wee Shan, Wei Zhen, Zheng Rong are doing fine.....

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Very tired....

sometimes i'm really tired....
I'm really tired to either helping people to clear up the grp's SHIT .... or got to do everything myself.... and we call this TEAM.... (Together Everyone Achieve MORE??? )
People always take me for granted.... (perhaps because i try to accomodate ??)
perhaps because of my perfectionist sometimes...
for the sake of not tarnishing my reputation.......
I would usually do the job of the others' grp member....
I thought that man are born to be good??
Where is thy good people??
( of course all these are not referring to my this sem grp..... cos all of them are teamplayers....)
but sad to say....
如果没有“不合作”的人,怎么显出我的好?
可是世界上也有不感激你的人。。。。。。
人活着,快乐就好。
人生苦短几十年,他(她)不值得我们用宝贵的时间来聊他(她)。。。。
人是有脾气的。。。。 你等着。。。 如果你还是这个态度的话。。。。 你准备面对我这个随时会暴躁的定时炸弹。。。。。
老虎不发挥, 你把我当病猫。。。。