Tears roll down. . . . .

This happen last month......
That was the 1st time.... as far as I can recall, to shed tears in front of a teacher of mine....
I dunno why, But I don't seems to the as strong as before. I used to be able to hold back my tears and it was even a difficult task for me to shed a single tear. But now? Isn't that all I wanted? I don't know.....

This happens during a conversation with my mentor, CSM. She spoke to me about my results.... well... did badly in my anatomy and physiology. She was worried that I may not be able to make it for my exams. That was my fear too..... I did my best for anatomy but the results was just not what I've expected. Things just don't turn the way I wanted......

Then she talked to me about my other commitments. I do agree that I've other commitments other than my studies, perhaps I just need to have a better time management? She also asked me if I've bought my textbooks like martini and willard and speckman.....
I tell her I din buy and she ask why..... she asked if it is to do with financial...

I say ya... she asked why didn't I go and look for her....
Mmmmm.... I think perhaps one of the reasons is that I do not want people to treat me better because of my financial status.....
I want people to treat me for who I am and not because I less rich =)
She has asked me to email her my family income which I yet to do so due to exams that time... maybe I'll do it tml? see my mood la..

That was the time I din hold back my tears.....