Death

Today, just moments ago, someone close and senior, suddenly talked to me about "DEATH".

Something that people won't even thought about. I mean it is fine to talk to me about deaths... since we already know that it is part of a lifespan....

But coming from someone that I have respect and someone inspiring and motivating ....

hmm... I don't know.... i really don't know....

Maybe... he is really tired.... BUT..... DEATH is not the solution la....

This came as a shocking to me..... I mean, I wouldn't expect it from him la.... really.

He even said something more shocking, asking me if I want to go for a funeral... his invitation..... OMG!!!

Hope things get better for him la...

Perhaps.... it is just part of mid-adulthood la....

Addendum:
I guess everything is fine now.... ; ) glad for him....

Jack of all trades, Master of none

I have just realise that I am always Jack of all trades, Master of none. This can be seen throughout my life. Either in NPCC, and even being as an occupational therapist student.

Things that I have learnt, all are very diverse.....

Actually to me..... I am quite okay with it.... at least I know abit of something here and there.... and if I have more interest in certain area, then I can go and purse more about it....

Even in the outdoor field.....
I have skills in different areas - kayaking, sports climbling, camping, etc....
But I am master of none.....

Well.... maybe if I have more time.... I will explore more on this issue again.... = )

Forgiveness

"If you take everything personally, that very often means that you are quick to blame others."

-Thoresen

Are you who you are?

"If I am I because I am I.

And you are you because you are you,

Then I am and you are.

But if I am because you are you

And you are you because I am I

Then, I am not and you are not."

- Rabbi Medel of Kotsk (1787 - 1859)

KL Trip

Went to KL on Sat..... with Daddy Sanath, Brother Shaun, Terri sis, J, Ridz and his other half and ray.....

Thanks Daddy for arranging the trip.... it was awesome....

Photos to be posted soon...

It was a shopping trip.... but me and terri didn't get much things la....

But I got myself a shade, socks and abit of tibits.... ; )

I was quite tired during the trip.... due to lack of sleep... had mad rush of projects... and of cos... the mad rush of the coach didn't make me sleep very well... esp. I was sitting at the end with Ray and terri....

But things all went well.... but the guys seems to be enjoying the shopping trip much more than the gals ourselves, which supposingly should be GALS' Favourite pastime.... but well... guess shopping is not in my pastime list... LOLz...

And in anyway, most of the guys shopped for their other half la... so.. it is still okay la... = P

Had very nice food for lunch and dinner.... thanks daddy for the reccommendation....

Reached Singapore at ard half past 3..... I was so tired that I didn't bathe... but I got a change of clothes la.... and suppose to be in sch by 9 for project discussion.... in the end.... I only reached at 10.....

Looking forward for more of such trip.... * hint hint wink wink* = )

My Johari Window

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Add in your views about me too.....

Arena (known to self and others) caring, extroverted, reflective, sentimental, trustworthy	Blind Spot (known only to others) able, bold, cheerful, confident, dependable, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, independent, ingenious, kind, knowledgeable, logical, modest, observant, organised, patient, self-assertive, shy, silly, spontaneous, warm
Façade (known only to self) adaptable	Unknown (known to nobody) accepting, brave, calm, clever, complex, dignified, idealistic, intelligent, introverted, loving, mature, nervous, powerful, proud, quiet, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-conscious, sensible, sympathetic, tense, wise, witty

All Percentages

able (22%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (22%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (22%) cheerful (22%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (11%) dependable (11%) dignified (0%) energetic (33%) extroverted (11%) friendly (44%) giving (11%) happy (11%) helpful (33%) idealistic (0%) independent (11%) ingenious (11%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (11%) knowledgeable (22%) logical (22%) loving (0%) mature (0%) modest (11%) nervous (0%) observant (11%) organised (44%) patient (22%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (22%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (11%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (0%) sentimental (22%) shy (11%) silly (11%) spontaneous (11%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (11%) warm (33%) wise (0%) witty (0%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 21.2.2006, using data from 9 respondents.
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true about me?

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion 56% Stability 43% Orderliness 53% Accommodation 56% Interdependence 36% Intellectual 36% Mystical 56% Artistic 56% Religious 50% Hedonism 23% Materialism 36% Narcissism 50% Adventurousness 76% Work ethic 70% Self absorbed 63% Conflict seeking 56% Need to dominate 63% Romantic 63% Avoidant 63% Anti-authority 56% Wealth 36% Dependency 43% Change averse 43% Cautiousness 70% Individuality 63% Sexuality 63% Peter pan complex 43% Physical security 63% Physical Fitness 17% Histrionic 50% Paranoia 56% Vanity 70% Hypersensitivity 63% Female cliche 56%

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Tons of things not yet done

Oh... just realised that I have tons of things to be done.....

1. YEC Mintues.... (shucks... hopefully will be out by Thu... going MX's hse to discuss Leisure presentation....)
2. Haben finished vetting unit CI minutes..... (still got some changes to make leh...)
3. Leisure Presentation....
4. LLD Poster.....
5. OTTP Services and the individual leaflet
6. Home and Com ( floorplan and measurements..... and also the services availble in the community)
7. Hand splints.... (sorry my hand splint partner... always no time to meet up with you....)
8. CE 2B Clinical Profile..... (Date due: 17 Feb, 10am...)

I think there are few more things need to be done.... but I just can't recall... old liao.... gonna slp soon... got presentation later sia... =)

Something that I can no longer deny

hmmm... as much as I am trying to convince myself that I am not a perfectionist.... I AM!

Well.... I am a wierd perfectionist as I can say...

I am a perfectionist whose desk is always so messy.....

I am a perfectionist who only do things that I WANT to do, to the BEST.

E.g. I can't believe that I actually stayed up to do the " Contraceptives for Dummies" Booklet till 2+ am, when this presentation is not even graded!!! Futhermore, I had missed the next day 9am lecture.....

Well, things that I dislikes or don't want to do.... I can't be bothered la... and no one can force me to do it... ;) ... do you call that stubborn? Sticking to my stand?

I don't know....

情人节快乐！

今天的情人节，从我的 Angel 那里收到一只 Golden Retriever 的 小玩偶。

谢谢我的 Angel。 =）

爱情能追求，但莫强求。

切记、切记。。。

在此，

但愿天下有情人，终成眷属。

情人节快乐！

Paper Flowers

Suddenly has this urge to do crafts..... maybe.... hasn't been doing for a long time....
I have always enjoyed doing crafts work.... maybe because I can let my creative juice flows....

And since V-Day is coming.... it will be a great time to do flowers... lolz...
If anyone wants to order for some little fees... I don't mind too... hehe.....
Enjoy....

Roses

Same roses

3 Carnations and 3 roses

Flowers

My Room Decoration.....

3 Charlie Angels of the 21st Family and Head of the family.

Today, the class celebrated 3 charlie angels birthday...... namely, the actual day birthday gal - Meixuan, the belated birthday gals - Feran and me... =)

Thanks class.... really appreciate what was done.... although my bday was like so long ago... you all still make an effort to give me.... ;) Anyhow, I have already started using the present!

hmm... actually already suspected liao... but not enough evidences only......

1. Why wasn't I informed of the doing of the present for Meixuan and Feran? But Yiwei asked why I didn't come to help and when I asked Huihui why I wasn't informed, she didn't reply...
2. Xiuping mentioned that it was for Meixuan and Feran.... but then Serene's Bday was after Feran mah... why aren't we celebrating her bday too?
3. Yiwei asked yesterday " you not pontanging tml hor?"
4. ppl all disappeared at 12pm... except me, Meixuan, Feran and few others....
5. Huihui mentioned that she is going to do hands with Shu Han... but then they went downstairs instead....
6. It is weird that Meixuan also writes on 2 pieces of paper... meaning there is another 1 person?
7. Xiuping put her bag on the table when she was writing the bday wishes... covering what she is writing...

Actually.... all these are more than enough evidences liao... lolz....

Hey guys.... I know some of you all read my blogs..... so... thanks ya? =)

It is great to have you guys as classmates sia... must have burn 3 holes in yr pockets.... hehe

Photos of the day......

Lighted Fruit Cake

Club 21's Newest members

Me...

Make a wish... shhshhh...

Taking out the candle holder

Charlie Angels cutting the cake

Caught eating the cake...

Presents presented by our welfare rep, Shuhan

My Birthday present, Creative MuVo V200 and well wishes card!

Group Photo

Yeah!

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Today in "Mt. E" tutorial.... 4 ppl were picked out by him to role play a family.... and of cos I was picked out.... with June, Joan, and Serene.

And of cos... among all these 4.... I am the one who has the most 霸气 one... lolz... or the most resemble of a father... lolz... and well... june became my wife again . When Mt E asked me to decide what career I wanted to role play as, the class shouted "Policeman!"....

Mt E was saying.... I give you a choice.... i.e. a family to decide where to go for holiday.... and he ended his sentence... and I was like... erm... I tot you say there was a choice? LOL... 1st time talking back/ challenge lecturer sia... haben been doing for soo sooo long... lolz... still remember that I always like to challenge teachers/instructors/educators who dunno their stuff... lolz... a habit liao I guess...

Dunno what I was saying la... just trying to say lotsa lame things like... rather spend money on ourselves than giving ang baos.... lolz... can't remember what I've said la... just remembered that the class laughed... hehe...

Will there be 2 openings and closings of the hell gate?

As you have known (or now you will know), this year there will be 2 lunar 7th month.....
Thus, I am just wondering, will the 好兄弟 be out and in the hell gate twice?

Just some food for thoughts....