God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. And ME to share all the pain, laughter, tears, sorrow,happiness, sun and rain with you! Let us endure all the 暴风雨 and 彩虹 together!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Uncertainty

Sigh...

Sometimes I feel so insecure. Perhaps there is so much uncertainties in life.

Sometimes I get lost in my own thoughts and feelings.... thinking what's for me in life.

Thinking.... what do I really want.

I used to be super enthu, involving in community services, etc. But somehow, it comes to a point in my life where I stop to think. I did so many things for the community, how about my own life? My life doesn't seems much exciting either. Not much accomplishments to begin with as compared to so many of my peers.

Sometimes I thought when things are getting better and in it's best, it just starts crashing down again.

Sometimes I just hate the uncertainty and insecurity. I know that's not me. But I just can't helped it.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Shopping Spree

It has been so long since I went for shopping with my colleague after work. Last Thursday, I bought quite a few items which added up to $130+.

As my facial cleanser has finished, I decided to replenish my "stock" from Face Shop. Instead of getting just the cleanser, I got myself 2 more items - 10 Eye Masks and a cellulite body gel. It adds up to around $100. With that, I got myself a free tote bag as well but it was out of stock.

  Cellulite Body Gel, Eye Masks and Face Cleanser


In addition, I got myself a new work pants. I have always wanted to get a new pants because the ones that I am wearing are all too big for me. It would have already fallen off if not for my hip. This is my new pants in relation to the old ones:

With the old pants behind

See the big difference?

See the pants size? From 42 to 38 (29" - 27"). Drop 2 jeans size.
Tried and can actually wear 36 (26") too ^_^
But guess 38 would be better since I need to move around and to be in different position


As you guys know I had just rebonded my hair too. Of course I must not neglect my hair care. I got myself a hair mask!


That's about all for the spree on last Thursday. In the end, we only went home after 10pm. I also tried a top from Uniquo and I like it! But it was too big. They only come in medium and large sizes. I needed a small.



My Second shopping Spree:

Yesterday, after my facial, I had another shopping spree. I got myself a Bio-essence Anti-dark circles essence, a body shop body gel, and a bust firming cream. lolx.

Hopefully this can help my chronic dark circles


Not sure if it works, just try for fun =P


The stuff I've bought for the past 3 days minus the pants:


And I am gonna be broke. So, no more spending on beauty care products for at least 2 months. =X

And I also collected my tote bag from faceshop:

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

终于瘦下来了!

今天量了体重, 49.8 公斤。我希望它再也别增加。在这个月里,它很少超过 50 公斤。这可是蛮标准的。 BMI 是 20.7。这可是我从中学以来最轻的体重。

这一两年来,我瘦了许多。 没有什么特地去减肥。 可能生活环境的变化让我瘦了下来。 连我三年前开始工作时买的长裤都宽松了很多。好像掉了三个尺码!(will post up some photos to I have the time)

可能我对自己的意识(awareness)和期望(expectations)提高了。或许也可能因为别人的眼光间接让我对外表的注重。也可能因为工作范围有些改变,需要耗费的体力比两年前还要多。

总而言之,能瘦下来又不许要负多少金钱去减肥,也不成是件好事。。。 。。。